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Mar 31, 2019
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What is your plan on ctb and do you know when you'll do it?
 
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SadGirl

Specialist
Mar 24, 2019
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What is your plan on ctb and do you know when you'll do it?
At the moment I have no plans, I intend to live a little more my life and enjoy the maximum. But I would definitely commit CTB in some way less painlessly possible
 
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maraexhausted

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Apr 1, 2019
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My plan is with carbon. I have been trying since some weeks ago, but i had some problems with the smoke because i live in a apartment. I'm thinking about what i will find after the life, and this make me be afraid. But the life doesn't worth it, so anything is better.
What is your plan on ctb and do you know when you'll do it?
And you? Have a plan?
 
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First loss

First loss

Specialist
Jan 28, 2019
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Full hanging probably. I do not really know when. I am just chilling and not giving a fuck and trying things I have never tried before.
 
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Psilo

Arcanist
Dec 29, 2018
482
SN and waiting for my meto that has been shipped. But I know I will struggle to ctb. Im too much of a coward to kill myself and to continue living.:notsure:
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
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Walk out to my childhood town and visit numerous places I visited as a child and just reminisce about the good old days after I am done with that I will go to my childhood home and reminisce some more and maybe swing on the swing on the schools property just beside where my childhood home used to be and just swing for minutes and then shoot myself in the head.
 
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maraexhausted

maraexhausted

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Apr 1, 2019
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SN and waiting for my meto that has been shipped. But I know I will struggle to ctb. Im too much of a coward to kill myself and to continue living.:notsure:
I understend you, my friend.
 
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Kastema

Member
Apr 2, 2019
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I think I'll go with SN. I tried hanging myself. Partial didn't work and I couldn't bring myself to kick the chair when I tried full. I also tried the tourniquet method which didn't even come close to working. So yes, SN is the way to go for me.
 
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detached

Student
Mar 31, 2019
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My plan is with carbon. I have been trying since some weeks ago, but i had some problems with the smoke because i live in a apartment. I'm thinking about what i will find after the life, and this make me be afraid. But the life doesn't worth it, so anything is better.

And you? Have a plan?
I agree that it's scary not to know what comes after life.

I have had many plans but I keep forgetting them so I'm gonna start writing down all the different plans that I can come up with in a book. I might try SN if I'll be able to buy it.
 
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WOODESITY

WOODESITY

Experienced
Mar 15, 2019
217
Being close to someone I know makes it hard for me to ctb, my plan is to distance myself from everyone I know for at least year and then I'll ctb on alcohol od, N or SN perhaps hypothermia, I'll eventually read letters from my ex last time and then burn it
 
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EddieAllenPoe

EddieAllenPoe

Specialist
Mar 19, 2019
304
Honestly, the more I think about it and research ways to CTB the more I pray for something like sudden heart attack. Maybe have a giant sinkhole that opens up and swallows me while I sleep? That's actually happened to other people. Lightening strike? I just don't understand my luck. Why do I have to be the one to end it? I'm always doing all the work. I'm usually the one that screws up too. It's bullshit.
 
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