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noname223
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- Aug 18, 2020
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I won't disclose my weight and height. But my BMI which is calculated by my age, sex, weight and height. I won't make a poll obsession about BMI can be way too toxic. I was very obese as a teenager and was bullied a lot for it.
My goal was the perfect BMI and I read the perfect one was 21,8. And my BMI for a pretty long time was exactly that. By the way I look very skinny and many people tell me that. Probably it depends on the individual how such a BMI actually looks like.
College triggers the shit out of me this semester. So badly that is screws my hunger. During holidays it was less severe. But I still lost some weight. It went from 21.5 to 20,8 (BMI). I did not expect that much of a change. My friends said they did not notice any changes. As skinny as always. I eat some chocolate because my hunger is still that not that much. I am scared not being able to control me anymore and start eating like a teenager again. But I think that is unrealistic. I am kind of scared this spirals down.
My fear of being obese is way bigger than my fear of underweight. Still I don't like underweight. In my opinion it does not look good. So I will take some anti-measures if it comes to that.
My goal was the perfect BMI and I read the perfect one was 21,8. And my BMI for a pretty long time was exactly that. By the way I look very skinny and many people tell me that. Probably it depends on the individual how such a BMI actually looks like.
College triggers the shit out of me this semester. So badly that is screws my hunger. During holidays it was less severe. But I still lost some weight. It went from 21.5 to 20,8 (BMI). I did not expect that much of a change. My friends said they did not notice any changes. As skinny as always. I eat some chocolate because my hunger is still that not that much. I am scared not being able to control me anymore and start eating like a teenager again. But I think that is unrealistic. I am kind of scared this spirals down.
My fear of being obese is way bigger than my fear of underweight. Still I don't like underweight. In my opinion it does not look good. So I will take some anti-measures if it comes to that.