What is your biggest fear/s?

[_Minsk]

Just curious:)

 

[Snake of Eden]

Being one with the dark side. I also fear complete abandonment and being forgotten when my parents pass away. Also seeing loved ones suffer with injustices

 

[StarryStarry]

That /i'll never be loved for who I am

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

Losing my mind. Being disabled or very ill. Having no money later in life. Being arrested or homeless. Being completely isolated.

 

[olkf]

Leaving funeral costs to my family

 

[sphinxtured]

Losing my mind. Being disabled or very ill. Having no money later in life. Being arrested or homeless. Being completely isolated.

Hit in the head (TBI) as a child, I already lost my mind. Dyslexia from that TBI, 5 hernias (2 spinal), diabetes etc (disabled enough) and kicked out at age 16. Been arrested (for nothing) and homeless (at least 5 times).That's not what I fear; I fear what would happen to me after unsuccessfully attempting suicide.

 

[Mixo]

Several of my worst fears have already come true in my life, including homelessness and total and complete abandonment, including by family. I'm living now with some rather debilitating diseases. The prospect of having to be homeless again is truly terrifying (and could be my reality any day). The only thing I can think of that would be any worse would be jail and/or being trapped in this life with no way or access to ctb peacefully.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Right now my biggest fear is that I'll have to postpone or delay my CTB somehow whether it's because my SN gets found out, my account here somehow gets doxxed, or just because something positive enough happens in my life to make me no longer want or need to CTB. The last scenario is what terrifies me most because at least in those other cases I can eventually still feel miserable enough to want to die again but if something happens to make me willingly want to hold off my CTB I would probably end up getting a whole new set of fears based on protecting whatever that is.

 

[mistvissione11e]

Forgetting everything (reasons why i wish to die) and believe in the hyperreality of this capitalist life. Go bonkers

 

[Ashu]

Surviving.

 

[sleepcat]

Most of it's been said already; I agree with pretty much every response to this post. My biggest fears, as others have said are that I'll completely lose grasp of reality and be in inpatient forever, or I'll just coast along through life and die naturally, and never have the guts to follow through on what I want most - to simply not exist.

 

[Death is beautiful]

my biggest fear is probably that after death there will be some kind of afterlife, hell and all that

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

Physical pain.

 

[Silenos]

My biggest fears are my plans being found out by family/authorities and not being able to overcome my SI when it's time to go.

 

[rationaldeath]

Physical pain.

Yeah our body's capacity for pain scares me. I hate the fact that something so small like a momentary lapse in focus while driving can lead to me instantly being in unimaginable amounts of suffering. I guess it's a good thing my brain fools itself into thinking that could never happen to me, because if it didn't I don't think I'd ever leave the house.

 

[death137]

Pain, aging, getting more uglier, failing suicide, sleeping alone, being around ppl (because of social anxiety)

 

[Sherri]

Getting cancer. Getting paralysed.

 

[FuneralCry]

I have many fears. I have a long list of phobias. Overall, I am scared of life. I am scared of the future, things getting much worse, my health declining. I just want to be free from this existence. In this life there is no limit as to how bad things can get and that thought terrifies me.

 

[netrezven]

I have way to many fears, and non is about me.

 

[Sanva]

I'm scared of so many things that it would make more sense for me to make a list of things I'm not scared of.

 

[Crazy4u]

failure to ctb and interruption

 

[Death_of_a_Phynixx]

My biggest fear is that I will leave this world prematurely and unfulfilled. My next biggest fear is that I will have to come back to this horrible plane to fix and compensate all my mistakes, again.. Thanks for asking.

 

[completely-done]

Fear of losing my friends. They are the last thing I have and still not enough to keep living. It's pretty much over for me lol

 

[Kristicide]

That I'll f up my ctb and will either survive or be permanently messed up.

 

[Snake of Eden]

Now i fear expiring before I fulfill my focus

 

[Unicornsrnot4dislife]

That when I die people will know the real me and my secrets I've hidden will come to the surface. People will know that I'm a selfish person deep down.

 

[motel rooms]

Losing love.

 

[elfin]

being alone.
which has happened and it's even more shit than i thought it was going to be,

 

[MsSelfsabotage]

Not being able to fulfill my dreams and live an unlucky, bitter life and never being able to be truly happy. Living with this sadness, the anger and being jealous of others who're able to live their dream life and I'm stuck being miserable.

 

[JinZhin]

Becoming sick/bedridden and being forced to live on like that and not being able to get out of it.
I have it pretty good now but I'm terrified of something terrible happening to me and then me surviving it