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imsorry
- Sep 29, 2023
- 12
why am i so fucking awkward, why can't i just be normal, why can't i take a joke for a joke. why can't my brain just short circuit and no longer think. I don't get people and people don't get that cause im so used to pretending that neither them nor i know who or what the fuck im supposed to be. i always feel like everyone hates me but i tell myself im just overthinking, but then when people are mean to me all the built up fear of being hated rushes out. am i hated or not i dont even know. and i don't care anymore i just don't want to exist.