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Arcanist
- Jun 29, 2018
- 478
I would imagine a heroin overdose as when the paramedics try to administer narcan they fight it off because the high is so good they don't care about dieing. For anyone who has ever used could I get this done by snorting it or do I have to shoot it? I wanna have some enjoyment before I go if I have to. I need a backup plan in case my surgery fails. Also has anyone gone through something so traumatic and life altering they just don't care anymore. For the longest I thought just let me get my health back and I'll be okay. At this point I see life as completely meaningless as I had all these plans and now I'm just hoping some surgery works. I have never felt depression like this before. When it's tied to something physical you can't control then it's just devastating. Last question I have is if anybody has had success with the partner megathread? I wouldn't hesitate to make plans with someone as I'm too depressed to even think straight, let alone how to come up with a successful suicide method.