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Voldmort

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Sep 23, 2018
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I'm not sure what to do, but assuming it's even jumping, I'm too scared to go wrong and have a few seconds of pain, it seems silly, but I'm terrified that this can happen. I thought about doing a tactic that inhibits the circulation of oxygen in the brain and causes fainting for about 5 seconds so I do not have to see the ground meeting you or screaming or despairing.
another thing that bothers me is that to get a high place I would have to search the city and could appear in the newspapers, which I did not want.
 
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Limbo

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Oct 8, 2018
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Im using nitrogen, the only issue is being found before I die or the bag developing a hole etc. Unlikely things but it does worry me.
 
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I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
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I'm not sure what to do, but assuming it's even jumping, I'm too scared to go wrong and have a few seconds of pain, it seems silly, but I'm terrified that this can happen. I thought about doing a tactic that inhibits the circulation of oxygen in the brain and causes fainting for about 5 seconds so I do not have to see the ground meeting you or screaming or despairing.
another thing that bothers me is that to get a high place I would have to search the city and could appear in the newspapers, which I did not want.
I share all the same fears as jumping. Tallest place where I can find access is parking garage. And I would be in the news because it was public and they will find things of my past making me a "public figure" rather than just an anon. person committing suicide. I'm also scared of living. But I've pondered it quite a bit. In my town a few years ago several people killed selves off of parking garages around the same time, two even the same week.
 
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deathoverlife

life is fleeting.....
Oct 8, 2018
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I'm not sure what to do, but assuming it's even jumping, I'm too scared to go wrong and have a few seconds of pain, it seems silly, but I'm terrified that this can happen. I thought about doing a tactic that inhibits the circulation of oxygen in the brain and causes fainting for about 5 seconds so I do not have to see the ground meeting you or screaming or despairing.
another thing that bothers me is that to get a high place I would have to search the city and could appear in the newspapers, which I did not want.
hence i chose argon... i can quickly slip unconscious state and then I to eternal peace <33
 
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deathoverlife

life is fleeting.....
Oct 8, 2018
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Im using nitrogen, the only issue is being found before I die or the bag developing a hole etc. Unlikely things but it does worry me.
am still in dilama to use a bag or a mask..
 
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AndyCurious

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Sep 13, 2018
707
Finding the right secluded area...
 
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deathoverlife

life is fleeting.....
Oct 8, 2018
197
use a bag. Mask is too risky and more complicated.
hmmm.... dosen't like the feel of bah on my head...the thought it self gives me s feeling of suffocation :(..need to really make up my mind
 
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Limbo

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Oct 8, 2018
281
hmmm.... dosen't like the feel of bah on my head...the thought it self gives me s feeling of suffocation :(..need to really make up my mind

You cant expect a 100% relaxing suicide. There will be some discomfort at the least. be happy that you discovered a method that is potentially uncomfortable but not painful.
 
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deathoverlife

life is fleeting.....
Oct 8, 2018
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You cant expect a 100% relaxing suicide. There will be some discomfort at the least. be happy that you discovered a method that is potentially uncomfortable but not painful.
yah...you are right :)
 
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Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,234
I'm using a gun. In theory it's easy to load it, point it in my mouth, and aim at a 15 degree angle upwards. Super easy. Even for someone as stupid as me. I've loaded it before which was surprisingly easy. Also I've tried putting it in my mouth at a 15 degree angle while pulling the trigger (it was unloaded) and it was easy. But in practice, it's going to take a moment of desperation to do it. Something that completely gets rid of the survival instinct.
 
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Voldmort

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Sep 23, 2018
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I'm using a gun. In theory it's easy to load it, point it in my mouth, and aim at a 15 degree angle upwards. Super easy. Even for someone as stupid as me. I've loaded it before which was surprisingly easy. Also I've tried putting it in my mouth at a 15 degree angle while pulling the trigger (it was unloaded) and it was easy. But in practice, it's going to take a moment of desperation to do it. Something that completely gets rid of the survival instinct.

I understand! I wanted to have a gun but it's not legalized and not cheap. sometimes I want to react to some assault.


hence i chose argon... i can quickly slip unconscious state and then I to eternal peace <33

unfortunately this is too expensive for me now
 
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millefeui

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Mar 31, 2018
1,034
I will hang myself. The only difficult is survival instinct, but once my dog dies, I will have nothing, no reasons to stay around whatsoever, so I don't think that will be too big of a problem. Even if I mess up, chances are I will die anyways, it will just be more painful (which I don't really care much about - pain is temporary... unless hell is a thing, of course).
 
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blueming

blueming

if we can stand outside the borders of time
Sep 21, 2018
253
I am also going to jump. I'm doing it from a cliff so if I do it right I'm sure I will succeed. The possible pain was something that I was worried about before but I'm at the point where I don't care anymore, I just want to die.
 
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Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,234
I understand! I wanted to have a gun but it's not legalized and not cheap. sometimes I want to react to some assault.




unfortunately this is too expensive for me now

Depending where you live you can get a muzzleloader which is what I'm using. I'm also a complete dumbass but after watching a YouTube tutorial on how to load it, I realized it's actually very easy. I would recommend black powder pellets if you do get it because then you don't have to measure it.
 
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Jblack

Specialist
Oct 8, 2018
314
I am afraid of not getting the noose into the right position so I pass out quickly. Instead suffering because I can't breath. I know that I will still die but I am afraid of the pain I could go through first. Being discovered is not as big a concern.
 
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I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
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That makes me relieved if people are dying from that height since my place(abandoned building) is a bit higher than that.But there are things that still concern me.
1-I'll be landing on grass,not concrete
2-I'll of course try to hit with the head,but i don't know how hard it is to maintain the position while free falling.
Do you think i'm right to be concerned or my method is good?
I'd be concerned that it wasn't concrete you're landing on...but I don't know. It is always a chance of survival any way you try to go it seems...
 
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Yep,we have to live with that.I could jump from a higher bulding in the city,but then i may not find a jumpable window,not to mention i could get caught trying to jump,and the uproar from doing in the middle of the city.There is also the train,but that is also hard to pull off.
Yah, I grapple with doing this in the city, too much publicity then...there have been some jumps not reported, but if you have any sort of interesting "story" you will be publicized. I've been to the top of the building several times but survival instinct is my worst enemy. Couldn't do it. You have a more private place, that is optimal.
 
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Well my place is not exactly private,its next to a busy highway.But its different from the middle of the city,i guess.I've never been to the top of a bulding,but i imagine the height of an actual skycraper compared to that building would make a big difference on how scared i'd be.I tried the train and wasn't scared(see my post on that).
Trains go by so slow around here, I'd have to travel. yeah, it was just the top of the parking garage. Yeah, you wouldn't run the risk of falling on someone at an abandoned building...that's a plus.
 
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Well you can scream to make people get out of the way lol
Last one here, she brushed up against a guy...the guy said he thought it was someone pushing him from behind. All of them managed to die though. Three off of on slightly higher garage(but more foot and car traffic) and one from the garage I favor. One girl managed to get up on a high building here, the owners of the building can't figure out how she did it and of course it is all secured now.
 
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Well you can scream to make people get out of the way lol
Now I can't get that image out of my head...me screaming "look out" haven't really laughed for a while. Thanks!
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,198
1.) Going through with it
2.) Being found too soon and someone trying to "Save" me
3.) Messing up the dosage
 
Suicideisnirvana

Suicideisnirvana

Specialist
Aug 4, 2018
312
Passing through customs.
 
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Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
Damn,you live in quite the town.Around here most of what you hear of suicide is people threatening to jump off bridges and then getting rescued by police.(except for the case of a student of medicine that made quite a commotion on the university recently).
Right? This was a few years ago, to be fair. It was the second one in a week! There haven't been any I'm aware of for a while...
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
I've recently switched to N as my chosen method. The hard is part is acquiring it :(
 
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GoingSoonish

GoingSoonish

It is what it is
Aug 19, 2018
126
Getting the right concentration of CO
 
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Going Home

Specialist
Sep 21, 2018
357
Obtaining these chemicals is proving to be difficult. Between locating the right person and actually getting the item seems almost impossible.

Some other methods seem easy and simple but also violent and I want a peaceful exit into freedom.
 

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