Deafsn0w
I will buy you a dog if you like my posts
- Sep 4, 2018
- 2,488
Hey i'm saving up for nitrogen. But i live with my parents so obviously i don't want to ctb in my home. What is the best place to ctb? I also can't afford a hotel or motel.
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I used to think of killing myself in front of my parents all the time. Hoping to splatter brains on them, but I've cooled off. Now I just want them leaching through the floor on my downstairs neighbors.
I used to think of killing myself in front of my parents all the time. Hoping to splatter brains on them, but I've cooled off. Now I just want them leaching through the floor on my downstairs neighbors.
Redt2go
flower child
- Jan 5, 2019
- 1,643
You want to mentally torture them?
killing me softly
don't wake me, i plan on sleeping in
- Dec 28, 2018
- 171
not sure if this is realistic with your method, but...
i'm a big fan of going for a hike. one of my daily searches is of different hiking areas. my personal plan is to find a relatively rural locale with a major hiking trail that includes a sign in book. i'll put some particulars, including that i'll be on a 2 week hiking trip so as not to trigger a search for me too early. i'll then hike in along a main path but diverge at some point into a 'path less traveled' area where i'll set up and make my final peace.
i imagine a coupla N tanks aren't terribly conducive to the process, but i'm sure where there's a will there's a way.
i'm a big fan of going for a hike. one of my daily searches is of different hiking areas. my personal plan is to find a relatively rural locale with a major hiking trail that includes a sign in book. i'll put some particulars, including that i'll be on a 2 week hiking trip so as not to trigger a search for me too early. i'll then hike in along a main path but diverge at some point into a 'path less traveled' area where i'll set up and make my final peace.
i imagine a coupla N tanks aren't terribly conducive to the process, but i'm sure where there's a will there's a way.
I would personally CTB in the forest/woods. Its quiet and peaceful there.
RoadLessTraveled
Member
- Jan 9, 2019
- 25
Seconding this, but I also understand not everyone has access to the wilderness unfortunately.
Can you drive/have access to a car? I'd recommend driving out to somewhere relatively remote (a parking lot after hours works well!) and performing it there. Its all the privacy of a small room with none of the expenses!
Gainax
Experienced
- Oct 8, 2018
- 265
Choosing a place means setting a date and that also means force it on myself if im not in the mood, because we all feel different levels of pain on different days and times during the day. So im planning doing it at home.
LongSeason
Member
- Dec 14, 2018
- 83
I would very much prefer to hang myself at home, I like it there and there's the perfect spot.
onewayroad
“Dying is not a crime.” ― Jack Kevorkian
- Oct 4, 2018
- 358
I'll probably pack my argon canister and everything into my car and drive up into the rainforest, park somewhere near a stream. I'd like to die surrounded by nature.
21Neberg
Enlightened
- Dec 17, 2018
- 1,624
Have you thought about the forest yet, or some abondoned house? Otherwise I'd recommend a hotel room but you said that's not an option.
