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Arvayn

Arvayn

Face the end.
Nov 11, 2025
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In most communities, 'SI' is short for suicidal ideation. Some people here still use it that way. In this forum, 'SI' is survival instinct, the feeling you get when you're about to kill yourself that prevents you from doing it.
 
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Feb 2, 2026
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In most communities, 'SI' is short for suicidal ideation. Some people here still use it that way. In this forum, 'SI' is survival instinct, the feeling you get when you're about to kill yourself that prevents you from doing it.
I see, thank you
 
Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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Since someone opened this subject about the survival instinct. I might as well ask this here: besides benzodiazepines, are there any better stronger medications to dull out the SI?
 

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