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baptist6

baptist6

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Mar 2, 2026
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I recently purchased SN and I would like to see what some other people who bought SN have in their kits. Why do you plan on using each thing, such as Benadryl, any type of benzos, etc? Obviously, the use is to ctb, but I mean, mind numbing, prevention of puking, a way to calm your mind from racing, etc. I would like to know.
 
Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
260
Just SN and a drink in mine
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
735
In my suicide kit are: Bottle of 97% Pro Analysi grade SN, 30 pills of meto, 30 pills of 0,5mg Xanax and a jewelry scale.
 
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walliwalli

walliwalli

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Feb 14, 2026
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(1) metoclopramide as an antiemetic and (2) over-the-counter painkillers (because why not). i wish i could have benzos but it's too much effort for me to obtain them.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
735
(1) metoclopramide as an antiemetic and (2) over-the-counter painkillers (because why not). i wish i could have benzos but it's too much effort for me to obtain them.
If you have $$, find a private practitioner and lie to him that you have anxiety panic attacks. That's how I got the prescription for my benzos.
 
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