Discussion What is CTB to you?

[Divine Trinity]

A means to an end? A way of expressing insufficiency to those around you? Not just the act, but the overall interactions and thoughts that's lead to here.

I understand suicide as a phenomenon, people are not born seeking self-destruction, and under a functional environment/social structure would be incapable of doing so. In other words, suicide is a result of the long-term failure of a society to meet the needs of its' population. The instance of suicide signifies we have a failed state.

I share because I've asked other to.

 

[Jen Erik]

My retirement plan.

 

[throwaway777]

a way to stop my toxic behaviour which causes me a lot of suffering and hate and stop hurting others

 

[OnlyMercy]

Suicide represents a final confession and perhaps the greatest act of "self love".

It is a final confession in the sense that the individual communicates his inability to "cope" or "tolerate" any more pain or suffering that life brings.

CTB is also ironically an act of self love as the individual takes initiative to relieve himself of any pain or agony that life brings.

 

[DepressionsAHo]

A means to an end? A way of expressing insufficiency to those around you? Not just the act, but the overall interactions and thoughts that's lead to here.

I understand suicide as a phenomenon, people are not born seeking self-destruction, and under a functional environment/social structure would be incapable of doing so. In other words, suicide is a result of the long-term failure of a society to meet the needs of its' population. The instance of suicide signifies we have a failed state.

I share because I've asked other to.

Peace from a lifetime of failure and future inevitable failure.
Hopefully a second chance.

Unlike some of you, I don't hate this world, I would prefer to be reborn. I never got to do what I always wanted to do and if that chance presents itself again, I will take it. This world from my eyes is a beautiful place.

a way to stop my toxic behaviour which causes me a lot of suffering and hate and stop hurting others

That too
I'm the problem in a lot of situations.

 

[ZixivaldYrxes]

A rejection of the zeitgeist, or of existence itself, or a finishing note to a life well(given the circumstances)-lived, or putting an ideal into place that SHOULD be an inherent part of the universe's mechanics regarding consciousness (that ideal being voluntary birth and death, as well as holding autonomy sacred). Under the best of circumstances, all of the above.

There's too much fight in me for it to be an act of giving up. For me it either has to be a counterargument or an assurance of victory. Sounds dumb as hell, I know, especially when so many people here are suffering so greatly. But I assign a lot of ideological importance to it regardless. I don't feel like i can just kill myself, it has to mean something (to me, if not anyone else) when I do. I know that's "self-defeating" because the person you're proving a point to dies with the point and the person, but there's a momentary recognition of what's actually right and not "pretend right" somewhere in between, and that moment of recognition is something that I imagine would be, under the right circumstances, more worthwhile than an entire life.

 

[wanttodie]

it means a Happy ending to my life and living

 

[letmeseethedeath]

my CTB is the only happy ending and an escape from this useless and painful life.

 

[Quinlor]

I' m tired and I just go... I don't thinking anymore in nothing. So I don't get describe what is ctb to me. I believe is final solution to stops my thoughts and the feeling of guilty for hurt emotionally very hard the people that I love...

 

[Marawa]

Suicide represents a final confession and perhaps the greatest act of "self love".

It is a final confession in the sense that the individual communicates his inability to "cope" or "tolerate" any more pain or suffering that life brings.

CTB is also ironically an act of self love as the individual takes initiative to relieve himself of any pain or agony that life brings.

I wish this to be so. Not convinced yet but I hope its true

 

[Letmego. Please]

My life, my choice.
I would like it to be a rational end but depression turns into something darker.

But honestly it's just there as the End, the fall stop to the chaos in my head.

 

[Mort]

An end to this shitty life all ever done is wasted it just sat back snd let life pass me by. No good to any one any more my body is starting to fall to bits never ending pain. The way I am taking the pills they soon be no good when that happens well time to call it a day . Be a big relief to my folks as they stop caring a long time ago they just be piss they have pay to get rid ones and for all. To be honest i don't give a shit about that i be dead no more worries.

 

[Davy]

The logical choice