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LittleJem
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- Jul 3, 2019
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Hi, my energy is really low with depression. My CTB method will be CO in a tent. But it takes a lot of energy for me even to get the right tent, follow instructions etc as so fatigued.
Alexander McQueen has taken cocaine when he CTB and sometimes when I take K, LSD it gives me more energy. I'm less experienced with cocaine, I've tried it twice, but I do have access to it from just recently.
Im wondering if one of these drugs will help me find the courage and energy to CTB.
The more I am reading now about depression, the more I am giving up any hope this will get better and I don't want to carry on suffering like this.
I think I will CTB in October. I just rented somewhere for the next six months, so maybe I should say six months to CTB. And work out what if anything I can enjoy before then!
Alexander McQueen has taken cocaine when he CTB and sometimes when I take K, LSD it gives me more energy. I'm less experienced with cocaine, I've tried it twice, but I do have access to it from just recently.
Im wondering if one of these drugs will help me find the courage and energy to CTB.
The more I am reading now about depression, the more I am giving up any hope this will get better and I don't want to carry on suffering like this.
I think I will CTB in October. I just rented somewhere for the next six months, so maybe I should say six months to CTB. And work out what if anything I can enjoy before then!