LukaParrot
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- Dec 18, 2024
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Since there is enough information, procedures about SN, and I have all need to CTB, like timing, I plan to depart on 10-jan, just as a last thought for my mother doesnt have problems calling funeral services in the beginning of the year, kinda, hard words.....
I believe someone of you have saw videos about afterlife, people expering seeing out of the body in the hospital when staff is trying to resurrect/save you. Some believe atheist and once gonna there is nothing, like we're "animals", but more evolved, if a dog/cat/cow dies, that's it right? They also have feeling in their way, like happy, sad, angry and dream. I had a dog that definitely dream about something.
Are you prepared to CTB thinking about these two possibilities?
Well, for me, if there is nothing after death, like, that's it, over, i'm fine with that, well, I'm that going cease to exist. If it's the other reality, some said that the despair gonna make your soul crazy and madness because now you dont have a physical way to interact and resolve your problems, for me, my problems are well defined and have no solution, studied and worked too hard, didnt find happyness, didnt find a partner'life, 45y.o. is enough of life for me, tired of studying meanless crap of IT that changes every year, dont want nothing more in life like a car, another home, too old to form a family (you get older, the odds of having special kids get higher, that's hard, sorry if offend someone), so in my head, it's fine, i've done my best, but didnt have enough luck, dont want to work anymore even if it is a totally different area. Maybe just fastforward some 20-30 years. Also, dont want to be a really old alone guy.
I believe someone of you have saw videos about afterlife, people expering seeing out of the body in the hospital when staff is trying to resurrect/save you. Some believe atheist and once gonna there is nothing, like we're "animals", but more evolved, if a dog/cat/cow dies, that's it right? They also have feeling in their way, like happy, sad, angry and dream. I had a dog that definitely dream about something.
Are you prepared to CTB thinking about these two possibilities?
Well, for me, if there is nothing after death, like, that's it, over, i'm fine with that, well, I'm that going cease to exist. If it's the other reality, some said that the despair gonna make your soul crazy and madness because now you dont have a physical way to interact and resolve your problems, for me, my problems are well defined and have no solution, studied and worked too hard, didnt find happyness, didnt find a partner'life, 45y.o. is enough of life for me, tired of studying meanless crap of IT that changes every year, dont want nothing more in life like a car, another home, too old to form a family (you get older, the odds of having special kids get higher, that's hard, sorry if offend someone), so in my head, it's fine, i've done my best, but didnt have enough luck, dont want to work anymore even if it is a totally different area. Maybe just fastforward some 20-30 years. Also, dont want to be a really old alone guy.