what health issues do you have?

[lotus11]

Hi,

I know a lot of you suffer from health issues, I am just curious as to what particular thing you suffer from that contributes to you wanting to die?
Personally, I have suffered an eating disorder for about 10 years, which is physically and mentally relentless and I am tired.

 

[Imgonnadie]

psychological issue that makes me vomit under certain conditions

 

[riverstyx]

Terminal oral cancer.

 

[Final Escape]

I would say I'm an addict, but also complex ptsd untreated. It takes a lot of energy just to stay on top of everyday stuff. I often fall off the routine and can't sustain any discipline. I can't wait till this is over lol! My life is so depressing a good percent of the time. I know ctb is probably not the solution but I'm just tired. I can't afford/access mental health help and I don't want to be on pills.

 

[Severen]

I've contracted a bad case of the pointless shitty life virus. Just from being born...

 

[jake3d]

Loud tinnitus, hyperacusis and a permanent debilitating headache that isn't touched by any painkillers (except opiates, i couldn't get them, and have not gone to the streets for them yet). All started due to a series of dumb, dumb decisions i made while tired, last year.

 

[kolski]

Take it mental health counts too?

I suffer with high functioning major depression and social anxiety. Depression is just draining, mentally and physically. It's like losing a piece of yourself, but you don't realise that until you don't recognise yourself anymore; your just a shell of your former self. Having social anxiety is probably the most isolating thing I can think of. Because of it I've shut myself away from people, terrified of their judgement, and left with only my thoughts to erode away the rest of my sanity.

I wish I could be me again. But I can't.

 

[lululoo]

Fibromyalgia (supposedly, whatever that means), other chronic pain, depression. Undiagnosed mild OCD.

 

[not_a_robot]

going blind in one eye and my periods are so intense they make me wish I was dead every month. EVERY. FUCKING. MONTH. my entire life.
I'm done with it.
Also undiagnosed autism, can't get any help because therapists all just want me to suffer for being "so unlikable."
Fuck those people. Fuck their ugly stupid world.
Also transgender and can't get doctors to approve mastectomy and hysterectomy because they want me to suffer for being "so unlikable".

Well I can do better than just suffer for their sick amusement; I CAN BE FUCKING DEAD.

 

[lululoo]

going blind in one eye and my periods are so intense they make me wish I was dead every month. EVERY. FUCKING. MONTH. my entire life.
I'm done with it.

My periods got better for about a year when I got an IUD. Then my body decided it wasn't okay with reduced pain and ramped it back up. Can't focus on anything else. So ridiculous.

 

[not_a_robot]

My periods got better for about a year when I got an IUD. Then my body decided it wasn't okay with reduced pain and ramped it back up. Can't focus on anything else. So ridiculous.

lol the pain has lessened with stopping use of tampons but it is so much blood and and so intense that nobody believes me unless I show them.
Then they just call me disgusting. Like I fucking do it on purpose.
If I could do it on purpose, I would drown the fucking planet. Sea Ievels would rise. Continents would sink.

 

[Meretlein]

Tinnitus, TMJ, damaged leg, and a visual processing disorder.

 

[PatKat]

I think a better title for this would be 'What health issues do you not have?'

 

[inconsequential]

Bronchiectasis, rare type of asthma, EDS, 7 spinal cord compressions, DDD in my thoracic and lumbar spine, degenerating connective tissue, epilepsy. There's other shit but it's just not worth mentioning.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

Derealization, brain fog, chronic fatigue, orthostatic hypotension, tachycardia, generalized anxiety disorder, OCD, complex PTSD and major depressive disorder. And I'm guessing gum disease and IBS-C.

 

[Skathon]

My medical record folder (which I have not used for several years) looks more like a novel. Therefore...

I think a better title for this would be 'What health issues do you not have?'

 

[Severen]

lol the pain has lessened with stopping use of tampons but it is so much blood and and so intense that nobody believes me unless I show them.
Then they just call me disgusting. Like I fucking do it on purpose.
If I could do it on purpose, I would drown the fucking planet. Sea Ievels would rise. Continents would sink.

How come no doctor has prescribed you painkillers for your periods?

 

[Final Escape]

going blind in one eye and my periods are so intense they make me wish I was dead every month. EVERY. FUCKING. MONTH. my entire life.
I'm done with it.
Also undiagnosed autism, can't get any help because therapists all just want me to suffer for being "so unlikable."
Fuck those people. Fuck their ugly stupid world.
Also transgender and can't get doctors to approve mastectomy and hysterectomy because they want me to suffer for being "so unlikable".

Well I can do better than just suffer for their sick amusement; I CAN BE FUCKING DEAD.

I had very severe issues with periods as well especially in my 20's and 30's. They impacted me so severely psychologically every month it was insane. It caused problems with employment. I'm sure adderall didn't help the PMDD. I was on 4 other psych meds during those years. I was such a mess in my prime years. None of the psych meds helped the pre period psychosis. I was a monster like a week before my period every month lol!

 

[Mort]

Got arthritis in most of my joints my lower back all most gone the vertebra is just crumbly away soon be in a wheelchair pissing and shitting myself:( . All the pain pills i am on dont work any more only thing that work is the morphine but having to take so much of it very close to an overdose. Mind you i dont mind if i did but most likely it won't work on me bin takeing far to long now :( . All so my kidneys are mess up kidney stones have torn up my kidneys from the in side . Liver on way out due to painkillers my lungs only half work now nipping down to the shops is like running the London marathon twice:( . And generally a shitty life to from when I started school up to now are school just shows how shitty people can be and goes down hill from thay HA :| well best be of need shit load of painkillers fells like my kidneys are going to explode TATA for now

 

[Kyrok]

Scoliosis
Thoracic Outlet Syndrome
Migraines
Pectus Excavatum
Tachycardia
Hip damage
Severe myopia
Undiagnosed pain in left eye
Asthma
Anxiety
Insomnia
Depression
Chronic fatigue

 

[Sitokirment]

Born with cataracts, had the surgery. Actually knocked one of the lenses out and wrecked my knee in an atv accident. Had to have another eye surgery to repair the damage.

Asthma, but it's under control.

I have a bad back from compounded issues and I actually threw it out lifting a gallon of milk last week.

Fatass with major depression.

 

[Halo13]

Incurable disease plus a laundry list of psych issues and too many years with chronic pain.

 

[Mart]

OCD, Depression (obviously), severe anxiety, there are a few things that have crossed my mind that I may have but I'll hold off on naming them just because who knows if I have them or not.

 

[not_a_robot]

How come no doctor has prescribed you painkillers for your periods?

Because doctors don't believe womens' pain matters. The volume and intensity are actually worse than the pain. I feel like a faucet. I quit trying to make doctors listen a long time ago, the only way I want to see a doctor now is if he pays me.

The gender pain gap is real. Doctors, stop dismissing women’s conditions | Dawn Foster

The medical profession needs to overcome biases in treating women, says Guardian columnist Dawn Foster

www.theguardian.com

 

[Walilamdzi]

Lethargy.

 

[Severen]

Because doctors don't believe womens' pain matters. The volume and intensity are actually worse than the pain. I feel like a faucet. I quit trying to make doctors listen a long time ago, the only way I want to see a doctor now is if he pays me.

The gender pain gap is real. Doctors, stop dismissing women’s conditions | Dawn Foster

The medical profession needs to overcome biases in treating women, says Guardian columnist Dawn Foster

www.theguardian.com

Most people are incapable of empathy so men who are incapable of empathy, literally don't have the ability to take women, seriously.

 

[HappyEnding]

I'm not sure yet but I may have endometriosis. I wouldn't be surprised since I've been writhing and moaning in pain for hours on end this week, even with painkillers. I didn't feel better until yesterday.

 

[Morphinekiss]

Epilepsy, chronic migraines, trigeminal neuralgia, endometriosis, degenerative scoliosis, obsessive compulsive disorder, body dysmorphic disorder, and an eating disorder I keep going back to for the last 20 years

 

[not_a_robot]

Most people are incapable of empathy so men who are incapable of empathy, literally don't have the ability to take women, seriously.

Female doctors are just as bad. Doctors only think they have to do their job for patients they like, and they are narcissists, so they hate pretty much everybody.

 

[Jean Améry]

I've contracted a bad case of the pointless shitty life virus. Just from being born...

It is said life is a sexually transmitted disease with a 100% mortality rate.