That's a quite impressive testimony ,In a sad way. Is there a chance you can rebuilt your life? Or maybe it's too late now. Hugs
I have tried so many times.
The sad thing about traumatic brain injuries (TBIs) is that few understand how subtly devastating they can be. Those in my life, despite supporting them financially and emotionally for decades prior to my head injuries, threw me away when I could no longer support them financially. They exhibited absolutely no patience to deal with me as I struggled.
I once told them that it seems to me it would have been easier had I lost a limb because at least that is a tangible injury that is readily obvious - brain injury? Not so much (and please know, this is not to negate anyone's trauma at losing a limb).
I tried over and over and over to explain to them my deficits because of the multiple head injuries I sustained and it was like knocking my head against a wall (ha - no pun intended - my poor brain has already had too much damage). They could (or would?) not take the time to listen. Not only that, I was assaulted further.
I have never been one to give up and this is what I am struggling the most with at the thought of ending my life. It feels to me that I am quitting.
Sighs, I wish I had what some others seem to have irl, support. But I do not and have to face facts.
I did start a blog to describe what I have gone through in life (aka - a blog to vomit my pain in writing - ha, pologies, a bit of dark humor there). My hopes with the blog is that someone will read it and know that they are not alone and maybe take some comfort there. I also started a go-fund-me account in the hopes that maybe I can live a few more weeks, but this leaves a bad taste in my mouth as so many are also struggling or have had it worse than I have.
Thanks so much for the hugs
@Sherri - I really needed them today :)