Nanimoaru

Nanimoaru

I wanna fade away like I never was
Sep 15, 2018
153
That's right, this chick. Dude it was embarrassing to say the fucking least. Luckily I've dealt with the shit before and I knew what to say. But I've always made the decision to cut all my friends completely off. It's better this way anyway. I made the mistake of telling them some of my feelings instead of lying and saying everything's fine...and quite frankly, I fucked up on that one.
If anything this motivates me to ctb more. I'm running out of time.
I'm not mad at the friend, I know she cares
The problem is I don't
I havent for a while and while I had hoped this hole in my heart would heal, it's getting bigger and deeper by the day.
I know what I have to do
I have to end this.
The key questions are how?when? and will it hurt?
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
What can you say except "you're welcome"?

(Sorry, couldn't resist a bit of Moana)

I don't have any advice but wanted to show I read it x
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
That's why lying is the best policy :)

Thankfully you escaped unscathed.
 
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Roph

Specialist
Sep 24, 2018
355
I'm glad you got out of it with no problems.
 
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Nanimoaru

Nanimoaru

I wanna fade away like I never was
Sep 15, 2018
153
That's why lying is the best policy :)

Thankfully you escaped unscathed.
Yea, concerning people with afflictions like ours its best we stay silent
 
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