Nanimoaru
I wanna fade away like I never was
- Sep 15, 2018
- 153
That's right, this chick. Dude it was embarrassing to say the fucking least. Luckily I've dealt with the shit before and I knew what to say. But I've always made the decision to cut all my friends completely off. It's better this way anyway. I made the mistake of telling them some of my feelings instead of lying and saying everything's fine...and quite frankly, I fucked up on that one.
If anything this motivates me to ctb more. I'm running out of time.
I'm not mad at the friend, I know she cares
The problem is I don't
I havent for a while and while I had hoped this hole in my heart would heal, it's getting bigger and deeper by the day.
I know what I have to do
I have to end this.
The key questions are how?when? and will it hurt?
If anything this motivates me to ctb more. I'm running out of time.
I'm not mad at the friend, I know she cares
The problem is I don't
I havent for a while and while I had hoped this hole in my heart would heal, it's getting bigger and deeper by the day.
I know what I have to do
I have to end this.
The key questions are how?when? and will it hurt?