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- Dec 25, 2018
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I hope it's eternal nothingness, but I'm scared it's something else
Eternal oblivion shouldnt be scary but it kinda is.I hope it's eternal nothingness, but I'm scared it's something else
I agreeEternal oblivion shouldnt be scary but it kinda is.
I think the universe is indifferent, neither hostile nor benovelent. If not, why are most people "happy"? I think it all comes down to dumb luck. If you're unlucky enough to be among the minority to contract a terrible mental or physical illness or some other tragedy in your life, them you're doomed to suffer.Why would the experimenters waste resources on giving us consciousness after death? They didn't care about us enough to not use us as lab rats for their torture experiment. The experimenters are evil and they're out to harm us in every way they can
I'm scared that there is something after death based on personal experience... I took care of my elderly mother for 17 years, she lived in the room above me, my room was in the basement... when she was alive, the floor made a creaking sound when she would walk to the bathroom in the morning...
then, for about a month after she died, I would hear that exact same creaking noise at about 6 in the morning(the time she used to get up)... after that month, I never heard the sound again.. it kind of scares me that there could be an afterlife of some sort
I don't usually send private messages, but I can say one thing... I have not gotten over her death even though it was almost 2 years ago(she died in early March 2017).. in fact, her death is what made me suicidal... I really want to see her again in "heaven" or some sort of afterlife, but I have the fear if I commit suicide, that I will be condemned to an eternal hellIf you ever want to talk with someone else who took care of their mother for a long while before she died, please send me a private message. I've never had the chance to share that experience with others. It might be mutually therapeutic. Anyway, best to you.
I don't usually send private messages, but I can say one thing... I have not gotten over her death even though it was almost 2 years ago(she died in early March 2017).. in fact, her death is what made me suicidal... I really want to see her again in "heaven" or some sort of afterlife, but I have the fear if I commit suicide, that I will be condemned to an eternal hell
I understand completely... I feel the same wayMy mom died when I was in college. I was her caretaker. Many years later, I still see/hear/feel the horror. It eviscerated my life. Nothing makes up for it. Worse, the hell of seeing the extended death in great detail terrifies me about my own death/suicide. I'm preoccupied with going instantly so there's no time for any emotional or physical pain.
Sorry in addition to everything else you have to deal with a fear of hell. I don't know what the solutions are. :/
Any earthly being who purports to know the answer to your question is a charlatan and a liar. By definition, it is not possible for physically restricted beings to know what (if anything) awaits us after death. Could be eternal torment, or eternal bliss, something in-between, or nothing at all.I hope it's eternal nothingness, but I'm scared it's something else
i can really relate to this, but in my case its my SO that i want to see again. i hope we both can get what we hope forI don't usually send private messages, but I can say one thing... I have not gotten over her death even though it was almost 2 years ago(she died in early March 2017).. in fact, her death is what made me suicidal... I really want to see her again in "heaven" or some sort of afterlife, but I have the fear if I commit suicide, that I will be condemned to an eternal hell
I don't know what the universe is like, I've only been in the simulation. The hackers told me all about the experiment, and the experimenters show their real intentions through their actions. Everything they do is to harm lab rats. Harming lab rats is like food to experimenters, except it's what every moment of their revolve around. They created this experiment to see what happens when they torture lab rats. They want all of us to suffer, and they made lab rats so attack each other and not the experimenters. Then the lab rats think is "love", in reality it's Stockholm syndrome. Everyone has intentions to hurt others and they're evilI think the universe is indifferent, neither hostile nor benovelent. If not, why are most people "happy"? I think it all comes down to dumb luck. If you're unlucky enough to be among the minority to contract a terrible mental or physical illness or some other tragedy in your life, them you're doomed to suffer.
It's not even eternal oblivion. It would literally be like the back of your head, just the lack of anything. Eternal implies the concept of time which you'll lose and you wouldn't even know you're dead. Just lights out like anesthesia as simple as that. Scary sure but more comforting than any other scenario.Eternal oblivion shouldnt be scary but it kinda is.
Why would you wish for eternal nothingness when there could be a whole new world, dimensions,life,here after, re creation, heaven, Utopia, Nirvana all of some sort?I hope it's eternal nothingness, but I'm scared it's something else
I personally hope that there is something peaceful after we die, but I have huge doubts.Why would you wish for eternal nothingness when there could be a whole new world, dimensions,life,here after, re creation, heaven, Utopia, Nirvana all of some sort?
Wouldn't you want to think that there is instead of nothing? The possibility could be endless and you just want eternal nothing. I don't get it.
I personally hope that there is something peaceful after we die, but I have huge doubts.
Well I don't blame you for having doubts. It's my last hope at salvation. I really hope there is something that exists outside of this world.I personally hope that there is something peaceful after we die, but I have huge doubts.
If the alternative to nothing is hell, then most definitelyDo you consider that "nothing" is something peaceful?