i would like to ctb by ch_arcoal , i have tried once and failed , is there any specific grade of ch_Arcoal to buy that would ensure that carbon mon_oxide is produced when burning ,
last time i attempted i think it was all carbondioxide as i felt trouble in breathing and cough , so far i have attempted Ch_arcoal , then Nitrogen cylinder ( i tried to breathe nitrogen , i coughed and coughed , i have mild asthma like breathing problem and extremely allergic . and last i tried to build debreather , abandoned it
is there any method i am missing , i cannot used S_odium N_itrate or N_itrate , i cannot consume any substances internally to ctb , i have phobia , particulalry if it tastes synthetic guarantee that i would puke , cannot ctb by hanging or violent methods
My idea of CTB is lying flat on my back , on bed and then waiting while remembering my entire life and then slowly progressing towards unconciousness and ultimately d_eath
i cannot struggle violently to meet my end , all my life was suffering , i deserve a peaceful e_nd
last time i attempted i think it was all carbondioxide as i felt trouble in breathing and cough , so far i have attempted Ch_arcoal , then Nitrogen cylinder ( i tried to breathe nitrogen , i coughed and coughed , i have mild asthma like breathing problem and extremely allergic . and last i tried to build debreather , abandoned it
is there any method i am missing , i cannot used S_odium N_itrate or N_itrate , i cannot consume any substances internally to ctb , i have phobia , particulalry if it tastes synthetic guarantee that i would puke , cannot ctb by hanging or violent methods
My idea of CTB is lying flat on my back , on bed and then waiting while remembering my entire life and then slowly progressing towards unconciousness and ultimately d_eath
i cannot struggle violently to meet my end , all my life was suffering , i deserve a peaceful e_nd
