Livingvsdying25
Enlightened
- Dec 8, 2019
- 1,188
with the world the way it is impersonally putting a hold on any method that requires shipping or waiting or like a third party...
So no waiting on the "right time" to buy SN. I can't stand this world and I'd like to know I can go in a way I want anytime I want.
I'm just so over it. I want to control but I don't want anything painful. I feel like I'm back to the drawing board and while it's good I have options...
Life makes me so fucking fed up and sick. I'm hoping to reach my own place before I off myself but maybe I won't get there.
So I need to start thinking all over again.
This is so tiring but honestly, the last thing I ever wanna do is jump off a bridge. That is my only current option that is available...
So I need to start thinking. I'm already tryna think but it's all just shit rn in my head.
(My writing online sucks im also sleepy rn so excuse.)
So no waiting on the "right time" to buy SN. I can't stand this world and I'd like to know I can go in a way I want anytime I want.
I'm just so over it. I want to control but I don't want anything painful. I feel like I'm back to the drawing board and while it's good I have options...
Life makes me so fucking fed up and sick. I'm hoping to reach my own place before I off myself but maybe I won't get there.
So I need to start thinking all over again.
This is so tiring but honestly, the last thing I ever wanna do is jump off a bridge. That is my only current option that is available...
So I need to start thinking. I'm already tryna think but it's all just shit rn in my head.
(My writing online sucks im also sleepy rn so excuse.)
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