Discussion What Does Your Profile Pic Mean?

[itsmeagain]

I got the idea from @SuiSqueeze92 's thread on what your username means to you. Likewise, what does your profile pic mean to you?

 

[silent staring void]

seal cute

 

[Nutshell]

I think mine is pretty obvious as to what it "is"
But I use this NPC to replicate my sheer rage, chaos and relentlessness

 

[itsmeagain]

seal cute

Lol.... I'm sure seeing a seal may make someone smile

I think mine is pretty obvious as to what it "is"
But I use this NPC to replicate my sheer rage, chaos and relentlessness

Is that you bahahah
My profile pic is from my favorite music video. It's all animated, and it's very, very graphic. It's on youtube, but it's a lot of depictions of suicide and how the thoughts and whatnot are torturous. I really relate with this part specifically, as I feel like some people have done the gun to head finger trick. Sometimes it's to get a little laugh, and sometimes it's just one of the small ways we let our feelings out.

In another part, after all of these sorts of suicide attempts, the music comes to a crescendo and she's throwing a stuffed animal up in the sky, prancing and spinning it around in her hands...

I feel like it's a lot like how some of us embrace our depression, or, we hold onto the small things that make us happy until they don't.

If you want, you're more than welcome to see the link on my profile. It's very graphic and triggering, but it goes between makingme feel a little better, and making me feel awful/understood.

 

[Nutshell]

Lol.... I'm sure seeing a seal may make someone smile

Is that you bahahah

If ONLY one were a Cacodemon LOL!!

 

[SuiSqueeze92]

Mine represents the constant battle between myself dealing with PTSD/BPD. The duality of seeing myself as "good and evil".

I also stumbled across it when I was like 14 listening to their album (artwork cover) and loved its name; "Servants in Heaven, Kings in Hell".

 

[TheSuicidalEccentric]

Mine is short for "The"

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Mine is short for "The"

Bruh with a username like that you're wasting your true potential!

 

[TheSuicidalEccentric]

Bruh with a username like that you're wasting your true potential!

My potential was taken away four months ago

 

[Brick In The Wall]

My potential was taken away four months ago

You give away that power. You're your own master as has been proven by you being here.

 

[enjoy]

robert smith from the cure.

 

[your pathologist]

Alternative kid, smoking and drinking, saying please fucking kill me.

 

[BPD Barbie]

It's just me.

 

[zeroambition]

School bus

 

[Mr2005]

Our cat. A reason to live. He's obsessed with me.

 

[reesespiecesaregood]

It's a photo of Montauk, NY. Something about the specific picture rushes me back to such a peaceful and innocent place. My family and our closest friends went to montauk every summer from when I was I think like 1 yrs old till about 12. Easily the greatest memories ever for most of it. Except for when I was molested by my family friend...so also one of the worst memories. Kinda a double edged sword. But I get more positive memories from looking at the picture than negative. Mostly reminds me of when my family was happy, or at least seemed so to me, I was a happy kid, and everything was simple.

Also just love the beach in general. Out of everything in this world I'll probably miss the ocean most.

 

[Largeletters]

My profile picture is from the 1997 Heaven's Gate (UFO Religion) suicides. (The crime scene.) They believed the Hale Bopp, which appears in space every 2000 years, was their sign to move to the next level, which was recycling their bodies (machines) because the Earth was ending and getting recycled, and primarily to move to the "next level." Hope I explained that right. It's a somewhat complicated background.
The members all wore black pants, a black shirt and black Nike decades, as they got them wholesale for $10 a pair, and they saw the swoosh as a connection to the Hale Bopp, as it was similar in shape. They covered their faces with purple sheets for privacy and poisioned themselves with pudding mixed with a certain drug(?).

 

[a.n.kirillov]

Never get laid (pretty much anyone with a cat avatar)

 

[Life sucks]

I don't know

 

[Phinleh]

It's a Splicer mask from the game Bioshock.

I love masks and Bioshock so hey, good fit.

 

[Marchioness]

It's from a vintage psychadelic anime called Belladonna of Sadness.



*trigger warning*

I haven't seen it yet but I've read up on it. It's about a woman who's taken from her lover by a baron (who's married) and raped. She goes through a lot of bad stuff and in the end becomes an evil sorceress and takes her revenge out on everyone.

It's a Splicer mask from the game Bioshock.

I love masks and Bioshock so hey, good fit.

Great game.

 

[lostangel]

It's just J.Cole