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tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
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im not expecting it to be fun but like i wanna know what people experiences are before i do it, i have the set up just tryna work up the nerve
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Wizard
Jul 3, 2025
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The first time when I practiced it hurt a lot then after some time and after my situation got worse the pain from hanging got less. Now I think I can tolerate the pain but of course it's still a painful thing .
 
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Waterfall500

Member
Dec 17, 2023
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The first time when I practiced it hurt a lot then after some time and after my situation got worse the pain from hanging got less. Now I think I can tolerate the pain but of course it's still a painful thing .
Sorry to bother you... but how did you practice
 
Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Wizard
Jul 3, 2025
668
Sorry to bother you... but how did you practice
Build a noose throw the rope over your door put the noose on your neck tighten it now hold the other rope end with your hand and press down your body. The first time I was shocked but then when I saw my reality day after day I had not that much pain anymore while practicing.
 
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Claymore7274

Claymore7274

never meant to be loved
Oct 4, 2025
119
depends, if you manage to close bloodflow quickly it does not hurt at all, if you take a while, pressure starts to buildup and it hurts really bad, both your head and neck
 
black_iris

black_iris

hiraeth
Jan 30, 2026
6
if you do it wrong and end up suffocating it may still take 30 seconds to minutes but it will feel like eternity and it would hurt unbearably. ive heard if you do it right its painless and quick but a lot of people get it wrong even if their setup seems secure. double check your setup. in addition, your SI might kick in and make it worse. also if you do it wrong someone could find you and "save" you, etc which the worst part. also the rope hurts a lot to have around your neck especially if its wirey and fraying. More so than the suffocation itself.

I hope whatever happens, you feel better.
 
Untoten_

Untoten_

Will be CTBing this year.
Jan 29, 2026
70
im not expecting it to be fun but like i wanna know what people experiences are before i do it, i have the set up just tryna work up the nerve
If you're prone to headaches it can feel like your heads about to burst as your intercranial pressure increases, ringing in your ears, sour taste sometimes.
 
dragon.//

dragon.//

Member
Nov 5, 2025
88
If you want to have a high chance of succeeding you cant slowly tighten the rope, you have to kick the chair in one move so blood flow stops instantly
 
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I_go_in

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Nov 5, 2024
88
If done correctly it doesn't feel like anything because blood is cut off from your brain and you pass out.
 
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overthrone

overthrone

dead girl sympathizer
Nov 18, 2025
46
im not expecting it to be fun but like i wanna know what people experiences are before i do it, i have the set up just tryna work up the nerve
in my experience (failed), I passed out within like 30 seconds. in the seconds i was awake, my head hurt really bad (because blood circulation cutoff, duh). Losing air isn't really a feeling I can describe. It's kinda like when you laugh super hard or cry super hard and can't get a breath in.
 

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