LifeSucks39
Student
- Feb 14, 2020
- 182
I will remember a photo of me and my mum in a cruise ship 3 years ago.
I will look at a photo of a loved one too and imagine what comes after death
Soulless Angel
Did someone say Rum?
- Jul 6, 2020
- 1,272
Last memory, what is the point of a last memory when you won't remember it? But that aside, in my last moment's, I want a certain piece of music, a drink in hand and an image of nothing, so I have no regret's, so I have no oh fucks what if, I want nothing but peace.
FarAcrossTheWater
Experienced
- Sep 4, 2020
- 237
My freshman year of college wandering through San Francisco doing fun things like finding dirty fortune cookies and trying to capture a pigeon.
LifeSucks39
Student
- Feb 14, 2020
- 182
FarAcrossTheWater
Experienced
- Sep 4, 2020
- 237
Hahaha only if you can afford living there. I like it but the city is dying because of the housing crisis.
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,089
Me riding horses. Me surfing in Hawaii. Me working in my garden surrounded by all kinds of flowers. Me and mom walking around the grounds of George Washington's home. My loyal cat lying across my ankles every night to let me know he was there with me and I wasn't alone. I couldn't turn over all night because it would have disturbed him.
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dec132013
Member
- Aug 6, 2020
- 98
I actually don't even remember it that well at all, but the short period of time before I started school (0-4ish) and I'd spend the whole day with my mom. Peak of my life
Lupgevif
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- Jul 23, 2020
- 928
I don't care. I'll try not to think of anything.
No memories.
It's all meaningless and futile.
I want my mind to be wiped.
It's all meaningless and futile.
I want my mind to be wiped.
xLosthopex
Tell my dogs I love them
- May 29, 2020
- 1,135
My 2 wonderful dogs, I love them more than anything
Sinkinshyp
Paragon
- Sep 7, 2020
- 947
I plan to take a photo collage of my sons with me to the hotel. I will look at it as I'm hopefully slipping away peacefully. I will remember that morning 3 yrs ago at the front door- I told my son have a good day buddy I love you as he left for work. He died in a car accident on his way to work, I died right there at the door when he left for work as it was the last time I saw him. I hope I wake up in my afterlife to my son greeting me. I can't wait I have 3 years of hugs for him
Many of the people who meant a lot to me are dead. I guess maybe spending some good time with the few people left now who I care about and who care about me, but it seems like the present moment has soured, so maybe a memory of a decade or more ago where I was not happy per se but the moment was good.
When i was a little boy, innocent to the problems that were cursed upon me as anxiety and depression ruined my life.
HowSoonIsNow
" Oh, She was a victim of sweet suicide"
- Feb 2, 2020
- 162
I don't know, I might not be able to have an actual thought but I really want to die listening to my favorite song
death137
miserable
- Jun 25, 2020
- 1,166
Deathbydemo
Mage
- Feb 15, 2020
- 518
I'm certain that at the very end the only thoughts I have will be about my son. I despise myself even more that I'm leaving him, but eventually he will see it's for the best.
Now that I think about it. Maybe September and October of 2000. Or the summer of 1999.
nitroautnz
Specialist
- Sep 11, 2020
- 361
I will imagine my ex (that was the only person that I really love and that give me back this love) with my dog on a green grass and a sunny day.
Being on a great vacation in Chile. Riding on a float in Mardi Gras. Cuddling with my cats.
OnlyTheWind
Serena / Meatball head
- Aug 29, 2020
- 962
How sad, how true. I will probably cry as the reality of what I'm about to do hits home.
LifeSucks39
Student
- Feb 14, 2020
- 182
You were surfing in Hawaii wow
What happened back then?
What happened back then?
Nothing really important but I used to be with my friends everyday and I was happy. Just that.
BipolarGuy
Enlightened
- Aug 6, 2020
- 1,456
Occasionally I save a message or two from people that have no baggage attached to them, or a meme that made me feel loved (also without baggage). I keep them for when i feel hated and watched - just for a glimpse of what it's like to feel loved without emotional abuse. So I might want to go feeling that way -- loved without emotional pain, without all the anger and strings attached, and without feeling like a failure in life .... just for a short while.
