What do you plan to do on your final day?

[kindawannacrylol]

What is your plan for the day you ctb, final meals, things you want to do, people you want to speak to?

 

[paininme]

I think I'd want to take a walk and watch the sunset

 

[Pravesh]

life is just a series of "final days" friend.

so nothing different for me

 

[Lost Magic]

The final day will be mostly just prep and having things that are dear to me near me like photos of loved ones. I will have my room really peaceful. So I'll tidy it up, have nice ambient sounds in bg. Like the waves of an ocean or something. Then I'll just forgive everything, let go and drink the SN in peace. I don't really want to attach myself to this world anymore so it will be a simple affair. Good question by the way.

 

[Nymph]

Not much cause I'll have to fast and that will leave me without energy

 

[makingsure4]

Make sure I crossed everything off my bucket list that was capable of being done.

 

[user667]

i've had far too many "last days" to do anything special before i ctb. i always go about my day thinking "this is it. my last meal. my last time seeing my friend. give my family an extra long hug" and then i chicken out or my attempt fails. i plan to ctb on the 30th, but who knows what will happen. as much as i want to die i am not certain i will because all the times i was sure i would die in the past i didnt. if that makes sense.

 

[kindawannacrylol]

Not much cause I'll have to fast and that will leave me without energy

oh okay, are you planning to use SN?

 

[ToughTimes]

Honestly as of right now not much. For me there is still some time before I can do anything both regarding getting the materials and wanting to wait such that a few things falls into place for my family so they have some money to run on.

What my thougts sorrund mostly are how I should inform people after I ctb and minimize their trauma(I know it sounds dumb)

 

[Symbiote]

Reflect, watch the sunset, take the SN, come on here and say bye to everyone

 

[WornOutLife]

Have asado (argentine BBQ) + french fries + lots of alcohol (I'm sober now) + music and dancing + sex + schedule lots of e-mails and videos to tell many people how happy I am with this decision and how much I love them all. + Looking at the sea, the sky and the stars.

That would be perfect!

 

[the_final_countdown]

Don't know when the final day will be. Don't know how to overcome SI.

Every time I come close, I get sick to my stomach—anxiety like nothing else I've ever felt before. Like I'm going to lose my mind.

Don't know how people overcome the impulse. Maybe it's something you have to familiarize yourself with.

I have a suspicion, even if I had perfect euthanasia, I still wouldn't be able to pull the "trigger". Even if it was instantaneous.

 

[Nymph]

oh okay, are you planning to use SN?

Yeah

 

[Donk]

Tell my dog I'm sorry and it was a hell of a ride while it lasted.

 

[Keto]

I haven't imagined yet. But I think I would be laying on my bed for the entire day waiting THE MOMENT.

 

[nowhere2befound]

I would just look at some old photos of good times when i myself was present truly.

 

[BluesRunTheGame]

Depends. SN means an annoyingly hungry day but then it can be music and out. Beachy Head means literally catching a bus or two. And then catching the bus.

 

[Deltawaves74]

rewrite just two letters for people who are really beautiful people who i adore just to tell them i love them and they knew this was gonna happen and its ok. no point in saying sorry it will mean shit, dont wanna say dont be angry and all the rest coz its up to them how they deal with it, so long as they are aware that they are my last thoughts these are good thoughts and i refuse to leave with all those assholes in my head that caused this. dont know if that sounds weak. music def earphones will be on with volume up high, watch the stars for a bit, burn my phone

 

[AutumnEmbers]

I think I'd want to take a walk and watch the sunset

This.

And then spend the rest of the evening listening to my favourite music until the time comes.

 

[LastWhisper]

I'll send a delayed and prepared message to my friend, setup my method, drink vodka and then gone at the night. Maybe post a goodbye thread also.

 

[lonerclown666]

Playing all the videogames that i want to finish, watching my old photos and go to nostalgic places

 

[idkauser]

To get high, sleep, maybe cry, and get everything organized.

 

[StopPlease]

Nothing

 

[stygal]

Last preparations, cleaning and trying to care for our cat as much as I can. Also listening to the most calming music ever to keep me from having a total anxious break down.

 

[FarAcrossTheWater]

Read some Kurt Vonnegut.

 

[pen]

I'll do it after waking up.

 

[Raindryer]

I haven't made any concrete plans yet as I'm planning on doing it towards the end of this year, however I would like to talk to my best friend on that day, just to say goodbye properly.

 

[FrostMonolith]

I'm still working on creating something that can be something like a memoir of me, before I CTB.

 

[Adamsnolife]

Wear the clothes I bought yesterday. Take a Train from London to Eastbourne, walk to Beachy Head and go.