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sla_porra22

I HATE MOSQUITOES
Nov 5, 2024
60
When I say "in the last few minutes," I mean it literally. Before you finally use your method, whatever it may be. What do you want to do? I personally plan on having a drink and texting some people who were/are important to me to thank them, apologize for my mistakes, or just chat about something silly one last time. I even thought about going out a few hours earlier, seeing the city functioning. People living their respective lives. Understanding that overall I won't make any difference to society as a whole. Thinking about this and observing people's lives going on has always made me calmer and more secure. I think it might be good to do this once and then commit suicide in some cheap hotel or something
 
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aesthetic

aesthetic

forever young
Feb 28, 2026
13
i will listen to my favorite music in the last moments before i kill myself.
 
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seagullsonapiano

seagullsonapiano

but does it even matter?...
Dec 10, 2025
24
I would do the same thing as aesthetic, i'd listen to music.
Now what music? Hard to tell, i'm a classical musician, but despite this i always listen to different music (changes by the month, bossa nova, rap, prog rock, ecc)

I'd never feel fully satisfied by any music that isn't classical music at the very end of my life, since it's my only real love in life.

I'd probably listen to Durufle's Requiem (mass for the dead)
 

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