Discussion what do you intend to do in life if somehow you cannot cbt?

[ecmnesia]

no matter why you can not do it (either failing, lack of courage, whatever...). what would you do for the rest of your life?

 

[Silvermorning]

Rest of my life, just sounds too long but i'd probably try to start over very far from where i'm, sleeping rough, travelling with no direction till i found some new place and new faces that allowed me to forget , if that is even possible

 

[k75]

I honestly can't really contemplate that right now. I have no better idea at the moment, but the possibility is scary. I don't see a future, even though I want one. Or maybe I just want to want one. I don't even know anymore.

 

[Ghost2211]

I don't know to be honest. I take it one day at a time, and take the highs and lows as they come, as long as they lows don't pile up too high I'll keep going.

 

[MrBigSad]

Whatever the fuck I feel like

 

[Jellyfish42]

Ive thought of just living a simple life in a psych ward. Id probably just follow their routine and do the programs they offer to patients. I'd keep myself occupied with books and drawing I really dont see myself adjusting back to regular life after an attempt

 

[MrBigSad]

There's no point in living if you don't enjoy it

 

[Spitfire]

The rest of my life like that does not seem realistically imaginable.

I might choose to do something if it were, but I simply can not imagine what would be able to do it anymore anyway? It does not seem possible even if it were..

Most of my time would probably be spent working in trauma rooms and in hospice though.

 

[ocd is bad]

Sleep a lot, just run the clock out i guess.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

If it really somehow becomes impossible for me to CTB at 30, I got type 2 diabetes and probably all the carcinogens I've consumed lying in the back like a time bomb ready to take me out in my 40s or 50s. Sure it's preventable now and may even be treatable when the time comes but if I still feel like I need to CTB I'll simply refuse treatment.

 

[Mr2005]

If I can't ctb then there's two choices. Spend it here wanting to ctb or actually attempt to enjoy the life I've got and hope how I feel about it changes.

 

[MrBigSad]

I recommend joining my commune

 

[ecmnesia]

I recommend joining my commune

elaborate pls

 

[schopenh]

I just keep living life to the best of my ability. I am in a lot of physical pain but I try to go for a walk when I can. I try to drive. I try to study at home. Have friends over. Cook etc. just do what I can.

 

[laura fines]

no matter why you can not do it (either failing, lack of courage, whatever...). what would you do for the rest of your life?

if you are able to do things
if you are not absolutely empty
I used to travel, it was the only thing interesting to me
as far as i know life is really boring
and i tried to fill the hole and the minutes with bad habits

 

[Lordsudbury]

Just trying to get through day to day weight lifting and watching videos and eating , until the world goes back to normal and I can go back to work and maybe regain some of my self identity.

 

[EmptyManForever]

Play games on the phone ,eat and sleep a lot (For the rest of my life )

 

[TheSomebody]

I'll just agonize, waiting for the time to kill me, like a fish out of the water.

 

[theguineapigking]

I'd go crazy and probably become a druggie+drunkie. I couldn't function if I had to live into old age. I can't even contemplate that right now, because it makes me truly feel like jumping out of my skin, due to literal anxiety.

 

[Øystein]

Become an opiate addict, hopefully. Making everyone I know hate me because of it; It's the only thing I can imagine that would be better than living like I am now.

 

[Lupgevif]

Keep trying.

 

[Pointlesslife]

In the event that I attempt suicide and fail I will spend the rest of my waking hours spinning my head in circles. Not sure if I'd end up in jail, psych ward, or simply left to roam, but any way it happens it would be a fun and decent way to pass the time.

 

[Natty]

If I don't kill myself the anger I've been developing will cause me to do something that further hurts the people around me. I would just like to skip that step and die.

 

[Zoya]

I don't know, I could go crazy. I'm going to live alone in the country. Maybe take just a few clothes from the closet, put them all in a backpack, and go away. I keep thinking but the truth is that I would get away from everyone, from all people

 

[daddy Phil :)]

Just put on a fake smile every single day and live a horrible life I guess.

 

[restforeternity]

I am going to meditate on dying.

 

[Squiddy]

Try to go back to college for my bachelor's and create apps and video games. Though that would totally suck if I couldn't ctb because I'm getting somewhat tired of this life because of my constant mood shifts :(