Discussion What do you HOPE happens after suicide?

[TheGoodGuy]

I hope that I either wake up as a child again from this nightmare that has been my life for so many years or to be reincarnated in a healthy and strong body both in body and in mind with good genetics and very good looking, and also a multi millionaire so that would gaurentee me a happy life from start to finish and not just my childhood.

I am not religious at all I mostly believe in existial nihilism or the simulation theory but if you were to talk about heaven or hell maybe I am living a human experience in "hell" on Earth right now and when I kill myself I will be reborn in the perfect body and mind, unlimited money and just a perfect life i.e. the human experience of heaven on Earth because I have paid my due, I have suffered from this terrible existence for 12-13 years now so I feel it would be only fair to experience a life in "heaven" after all this.

I am also choosen to shoot myself so maybe I will just wake up to a perfect life the second I pull the trigger, kinda like the scene from Inception get hit by the train and instantly waking up. Further more imagine if this actually happens and we wake up in a perfect life and all these years we have been procrastinating the perfect life was nothing but a push of a button (trigger) away or whatever method you use.


"You're waiting for a train. A train that will take you far away. You know where you hope the train will take you, but you can't know for sure. Yet it doesn't matter.
"Yet it doesn´t matter" because even if we just seize to exist and none of these dreams we have won´t come true it´s better than this "life"

 

[PsychoPyro]

I hope it's pure, eternal euphoria, beyond any possible in this reality. Nothing causing the euphoria; just pure euphoria. Euphoria that is incomprehensible in intensity. The most intense feeling ever. Infinite, eternal euphoria, more than could ever be possible. There is no limit, it is literally impossibly intense.

I doubt it's anything though, just nonexistence. Like you were never born. No brain to generate consciousness = no consciousness. I definitely believe there is no possible way to experience anything once dead.

 

[Suicideisnirvana]

I hope consciousness stops forever and it's just like an eternal dreamless sleep, so like "nothing" i just don't want anything related to this horror show called "consciousness" to be. No experence, no experience of no experience, nothing

 

[iwannaendme]

Idk why but I hope I could see my friends/family's reaction when they find out that im gone. Like if they even would be sad. Maybe like a ghost lmfao. Until funeral and then i wanna disappear forever. Hopefully that doesnt sounds strange. Maybe it is idk. I just think everybody hates me and no one would miss me tho.

 

[Broken]

I think death will be like the nothingness from before you were born. Unless anyone remembers before they were born?

 

[Suicideisnirvana]

I think death will be like the nothingness from before you were born. Unless anyone remembers before they were born?

The only problem is : we got born after that nothingness. This thought scares me a lot' i think i have trust issues with the universe.

 

[PatKat]

I HOPE it's just the end... but maybe that would be wishful thinking for me.

Maybe go to a reality where you survived?<sounds awful right?> :( I'm just tired at this point.

 

[Broken]

true but are parents had to breed unfortunately to make us from nothing. so my thoughts are if anything does come next (your soul is reborn in another person) it will at least be different from the previous life as it won't be my mum giving birth to me. Still I don't really believe that.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

@Broken @Suicideisnirvana @PatKat
I used to find this video very comforting the part at 1:16

 

[Pupuce]

I sincerely hope that there is no after. I don't want to have to go through anything again. I should have never existed and i want to correct what happened

 

[PatKat]

@Broken @Suicideisnirvana @PatKat
I used to find this video very comforting the part at 1:16

Thank you for sharing I enjoyed that.

 

[PsychoPyro]

i think i have trust issues with the universe.

Oh I feel this... I feel this so hard.

 

[Soul]

My favourite concept is that we meet someone/something far more familiar than anyone/anything we know here. Wecoming us with a loving happy "What took you so long?!"

But I have lots of other theories too. I'm very curious.

 

[Lady black]

I hope I´ll dangle for a long time in my noose before I will be taken down. Then there should be nothing or a better life with much love, no depression, no loneliness

 

[Broken]

@Broken @Suicideisnirvana @PatKat
I used to find this video very comforting the part at 1:16

I also really enjoyed this. I am comforted by the fact that if we are re born we will have no recollection of are previous life. At least I can't remember mine. Unless I've only been born once

@Broken @Suicideisnirvana @PatKat
I used to find this video very comforting the part at 1:16

Might have to post this on Facebook they day I ctb. That'll shit the fuckers up

My favourite concept is that we meet someone/something far more familiar than anyone/anything we know here. Wecoming us with a loving happy "What took you so long?!"

But I have lots of other theories too. I'm very curious.

I once had a dream where I felt like I understood everything/ life/ purpose/ all those why questions answered. When i woke up I couldn't remember it but I knew i had dreamt that and it happened in my dream. I honestly think I saw somone in my dream that was my future and it was a subliminal warning to start getting things right or I'd learn what suffering was. I didn't get things right!

 

[ladolcemorte]

I hope to come back as a ghost and haunt the manager who is bullying me at work. Just kidding. (Well, sort of...If ghosts are an option I don't think I'd turn down the opportunity). I also hope for nothingness. Darkness. Peace. Just, finally, some peace.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

My favourite concept is that we meet someone/something far more familiar than anyone/anything we know here. Wecoming us with a loving happy "What took you so long?!"

But I have lots of other theories too. I'm very curious.

Please share the other theories it would be interesting to hear.

 

[Lobo64]

i don't know what happens after but i hope just nothing. One life is enough for me i don't want go through another one even if it will be better..

 

[Garyjd]

I beleive we seize to exist

 

[JadedGray]

Essentially I would want all my dreams to come true, that couldn't in this life. I would like to be the person I always wished I could be, around people I would have liked to have met in a world as far away from this one as possible. I wouldn't want to be re-incarnated back to this world. I would be fine with nothingness, though. Anything but this life in this world would be fine with me. My worse nightmare would be spending eternity as the person I am now living this life forever in some kind of purgatory.

 

[Soul]

Please share the other theories it would be interesting to hear.

I don't rule anything out, from traditional heaven/hell scenarios to reincarnation to kooky ideas I wish I hadn't thought of (eg, our consciousness remains with our bodies; or life just goes on exactly the same). But another of the nicer versions is that death brings understanding of what we were doing here. Understanding should be useful for something - to make the universe a better place. Maybe we have the option to intervene in others' lives, or to move on to another plane. Maybe there's nothingness. Maybe we're back in the place where we decided to get born and have lives, like a roller-coaster ride. "Oof, that was wild!"

 

[TheGoodGuy]

 

[Broken]

@Broken @Suicideisnirvana @PatKat
I used to find this video very comforting the part at 1:16

I really like the views of Alan Watts. Wish I'd heard about him earlier in my life. We should have a thread just to discuss his philosophies!

 

[TheGoodGuy]

I really like the views of Alan Watts. Wish I'd heard about him earlier in my life. We should have a thread just to discuss his pholosophies!

Yeah I have seen many videos about his lectures on Youtube and they are amazing and his voice sounds so good it´s soothing to listen to.

 

[JadedGray]

I really like the views of Alan Watts. Wish I'd heard about him earlier in my life. We should have a thread just to discuss his pholosophies!

EddieAllenPoe started a thread in the off-topic forum: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/have-you-ever-listened-to-alan-watts.15596/

 

[EmotionlessWanderer]

Wake up in a world where I won't feel so alienated. A world I can relate to and be myself.