What do you hate about yourself?

[Volatile]

I hate that I'm sensitive in regard to myself and that I expect others to also treat me with sensitivity due to my many hardships all the while I treat everyone coldly and callously.

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

im a "special snowflake" too

i try to treat others with respect though. of course it doesnt work out all the time

 

[jaemus12]

I hate that I don't have a passion.
I hate that I'm not talented.
I hate that I'm not able to support myself.
I hate that I made stupid decisions.
I hate that I fucked shit up.
I hate that I have nothing going on in my life.
I hate that I am judged by everyone around me.
I hate that society will condemn me for who I am.
I hate that society will condemn me for wanting to kill myself
I hate that I want to kill myself.
I hate that I'm scared to kill myself.
I hate myself.
I hate this shit.
Fuck life and fuck me.

I am so sorry. I hate that I just wrote a fucking essay on useless shit about a useless, worthless piece of shit like me.

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

I don't know how to deal with conflict and negative feelings so the second i have a bad experience with someone I just block them out of my life and move on. I mean like off social media, ignore texts... Just never see them again.

I also hate that I can't speak up for myself and I cry at the slightest things.

 

[AndyCurious]

I don't know how to deal with conflict and negative feelings so the second i have a bad experience with someone I just block them out of my life and move on. I mean like off social media, ignore texts... Just never see them again.

I also hate that I can't speak up for myself and I cry at the slightest things.

Sounds like me.. Hugs <3

 

[worldexploder]

I hate the way I look
I hate my mental illnesses
Most of all I hate my imposition. Hate the fact that I am a living sentient being.

 

[Help_Me]

I hate my weakness, my mental weakness that I can't get rid of that stupid feeling called "love" and find some other reason to live.

I also hate my birth itself. The fact I was born.

 

[Volatile]

im a "special snowflake" too

i try to treat others with respect though. of course it doesnt work out all the time

Are we narcissists?

 

[Sayo]

I hate my appearance, my physical weakness, my decreasing motivation, my coldness, my bitterness, my perfectionism, my manipulative core, my low levels of empathy, my cynicism, my dependence, my sensitivity, the frailty of my ego, my selfishness, my avoidance, my avoidance, my avoidance.

 

[Lady black]

Everything

 

[Mr2005]

I hate that I didn't get those mothafuckin surgeons numbers in 2004/2005. Had to get the surgeons numbers, had to get the surgeons numbers. Just click the mouse, click the fucking mouse! This goes round in my head 24/7

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

Are we narcissists?

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/are-u-a-vulnerable-narcissist.3566/

maybe. neurotic and low self esteem for sure

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

I hate that I didn't get those mothafuckin surgeons numbers in 2004/2005. Had to get the surgeons numbers, had to get the surgeons numbers. Just click the mouse, click the fucking mouse! This goes round in my head 24/7

what?

 

[Mr2005]

I don't expect you to understand because none of it makes any sense but that is the thing that's going to kill me

 

[RM5998]

I hate my mediocrity. And my need for exceptionalism.

I hate the fact that my mind doesn't do what I want it to.

I hate my indecisiveness and fear.

I hate the fact that there isn't enough in me to hate. Or love. Or even think about. I'm a shell of a shell of a shell of a person.

I hate everything about me.

 

[Mr2005]

I like that you stick to your guns. Even if we disagree you have integrity and believe what you believe

 

[WaitingForTheBus]

The list is too long,so I will write a list of the things I like about myself.

1. ........................ Yeah, I got nothin.

 

[Schopenhauer]

I hate almost everything about myself. Perhaps I should include the fact that I'd rather die than try to change.

 

[Trashcan]

My personality, my looks, my academics, my lack of abilities, my lack of social skills, my lack of intellect.

 

[Dean]

Contrary to most people posting here I don't hate myself. It actually made me quite sad reading about how many of you guys posted that you hate yourselves. A common misconception about suicidal people is that they have low self esteem and they hate themselves. I actually like who I am as a person. I feel that I have a strong character and I have always made an effort to be nice to other people regardless of the abuse I faced in my life. I had many passions in my life that I wish I could've pursued further but unfortunately the circumstances in my life made it impossible. At the end of the day I would say I'm suicidal not because of who I am but because of the circumstances I've faced. In fact I would say I like myself so much that I don't think I deserve to suffer everyday like I've been doing.

 

[throwaway777]

I hate my weakness, my mental weakness that I can't get rid of that stupid feeling called "love" and find some other reason to live.

i feel the same … i've always thought love could save me …and everytime i feel that i could love, i feel so strange and i cant recognize myself anymore ,and that love as mine... idk..maybe my love is not here ..maybe it is beyond everything this world can offer me … ?

 

[Daystavro]

What do I hate about myself?
Nothing.
I love myself.
And i'm not joking or being sarcastic here.
I truly love myself.

What I do hate however, is the fact that I was born into this evil and unpleasant world, filled with evil and unpleasant people.

But I am going to leave this evil world on all of it's evil people soon for all eternity, so that brings a smile to my face.

 

[Roph]

Everything. Literally.

 

[Nihilist]

I don't hate myself. I hate the human body that I am trapped in. People marvel over life on Earth, but I think its violent and a painful experience for every species. All species behavior is dictated by natural instinct. Even to kill yourself you have to overcome your natural instinct of survival. Evolution on this planet is not a miracle, its misery of countless lives for billions of years. But, there is good news; Earth will die and all species will die with it. That will be the happiest moment in the history of of this planet.

 

[TooLate2582]

My physical body, the effects of my BPD and the fact I've never gotten anything based on my merits; always hustle and game.

 

[Voldmort]

my stupidity

 

[Volatile]

I don't hate myself. I hate the human body that I am trapped in. People marvel over life on Earth, but I think its violent and a painful experience for every species. All species behavior is dictated by natural instinct. Even to kill yourself you have to overcome your natural instinct of survival. Evolution on this planet is not a miracle, its misery of countless lives for billions of years. But, there is good news; Earth will die and all species will die with it. That will be the happiest moment in the history of of this planet.

It's funny. Richard Dawkins believes evolution to be so beautiful and awe-inspiring. It's sadism stretched over eons. Some Christians for example say God is behind evolution. He must be the devil

 

[Threads]

my desire for risky and dangerous sex.

if i did not have that problem, i would not have many other problems

 

[Philip]

I hate the way I look
I hate the pain I am always in
I hate the numbness I feel
I hate that I am a fuck up
I hate my low self esteem
Many more things......

 

[TooLate2582]

my desire for risky and dangerous sex.

if i did not have that problem, i would not have many other problems

And yet it's one of my coping mechanisms; something that keeps me going sometimes.