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so this spiritual woman on YouTube basically thinks we're souls having a human experience and that you can lose your soul to evil and once you have you can't ever get it back. She thinks you can lose your soul even as a child. She was talking about a lot of different things and said evil people either suffer forever when they're gone or become dark shadows. I worry that when I die I will become an evil shadow because of how messed up I am. I'd rather just not exist...
Also she believes in ghosts too
I know another woman who is a BS teacher on YouTube, who actually has some videos on suicide, also. One of those who believes in reptilians and she believes herself to be an illuminated alien of sort, brought here to bring love and peace... and make a lot of money. The whole Law Of Attraction story, and the universe where you are the creator of your own world by means of "manifestation". She even said that she would like to raise money to buy a country... to build a loving society, with her being the leader and the owner, of course. Some of her videos seem interesting, until you dig deeper. Turns out she is quite a narcissistic maniac. On a closer look, you can notice that, even in her most innocent videos. Now there's another one that says LOA is the work of the Devil and the Bible is the answer, or you will burn in hell unless you take any and all suffering that life throws at you... and even another one talking directly to God and angels. I am not here to say there is no afterlife... after all, who knows? But be aware of such scams on youtube. There are plenty. Some say suicide is forgiven for people who suffer from mental ilnesses. The angels told them that. I think some of them have their own delusions or God complex and try to "save" the world . Whom are you going to believe? Just take everything with a grain of salt and use your own judgement, so you don't end up even less stable. There is this very nice lady who is a trained therapist and professor who took it upon herself to raise awareness about narcissistic abuse and the dangers of prohpets on youtube when it comes to the victims of abuse. I don't think any single one of us likes feeling suicidal and I guess we all try to figure out a way to feel better. I certainly hope that every person who decides to ctb has tried avoiding it any way possible, until they decide they've had enough. I think the best idea is to make sure you figure out what you want from life, to which degree is it possible for you to get it if you really try, how much are you willing to compromise if that doesn't work and don't put much value on opinions from people you don't have any objective reason to respect. I think ctb is the last option, should be very well considered and should happen only when you are at peace with the idea of letting go. If there is any afterlife, I am sure they will get it, they are angels after all...
PS I personally tend to believe we create our own hell, here on Earth...
