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DeathSleep

DeathSleep

Unstable Potato
May 25, 2023
272
I work part time right now. I spend quite a bit of time eating or planning to eat and then hating myself (It's a vicious cycle). I play a couple video games every now and then. Watch a movie or binge a show every once in a while. Go to appointments. I think I spend most of my time just laying in bed being in my head though. My own little fantasy world. Not much interests me anymore.
 
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Tar22

Member
Mar 1, 2025
14
I don't like life in general so there isn't much to do other than try to distract myself on the Internet. In fact, I don't even know what I'm doing alive anymore.
 
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sadalways

sadalways

My birth was an error
Sep 5, 2024
289
Watching youtube and browsing the internet. Gets boring as hell though ;-;
 
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Higurashi415

Higurashi415

Member
Aug 23, 2024
90
Yesterday I woke up at 6AM cause I wanted to fix my schedule, I managed to stay up until about 10AM and then I was like: "the fuck am I even doing this for?".
I proceeded to go to bed and woke up at 4PM.
Kek
 
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shrizoid

shrizoid

Student
Nov 18, 2024
170
I work part time right now. I spend quite a bit of time eating or planning to eat and then hating myself (It's a vicious cycle). I play a couple video games every now and then. Watch a movie or binge a show every once in a while. Go to appointments. I think I spend most of my time just laying in bed being in my head though. My own little fantasy world. Not much interests me anymore.
Either waste it by:
Playing games and listening to music
Scrolling instagram for hours
Using discord
Or use it by:
Studying or continuing my language learning
 
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ForgottenAgain

ForgottenAgain

On the rollercoaster of sadness
Oct 17, 2023
1,103
Besides work, obcess about personal finance, write on my diary, sing, watch videos on topics of interest.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
10,932
Work, sleep, eat, exercise, repeat. All while trying to distract myself as best I can.
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
1,028
I mostly spend my time interacting here, playing video games or developing them. I also play with my dog and occasionally draw.
 
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ilvgore

ilvgore

alien
Jan 7, 2024
62
rot in bed so doing nothing with it and then im being angry with myself yeah its a cycle of unbearable emotions
 
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longtheriverrun

longtheriverrun

6.4311
Feb 23, 2025
46
Work, read, and write (sometimes), eat, and sleep. My job has made me apathetic towards using technology at home, so I mostly just come to this site as my main outlet during my free time, and that's about it. I'm 'fine' with having a very mundane—and repetitive—schedule (as fine as a malcontent can be)
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
1,412
On the outside I look like a fully functional adult. I work full time, take classes, and have hobbies. I cook, clean, and exercise. I actually hate being stagnant as it gives my brain time to feed me intrusive thoughts. I tried very hard to keep myself stimulated and busy.
 
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Redacted24

Might be Richard Cory... or not
Nov 20, 2023
402
During the work week I have an hour commute each way to the office where I work 10 hours. When back I have a little time for eating etc, video games, housework and then an hour to watch news.
Weekends are about the same, substitute work about the house or yard or running errands. I'm sorting through possessions to get rid of almost all of them in the next year.
 
Arrival03

Arrival03

Member
Jan 1, 2025
22
Browse the internet, listen to music, or daydream. Used to read and go for walks, but I don't have the energy for that anymore.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
40,814
Existing to me is just waiting for death, that's all time is to me because after all, all will be gone and forgotten in non-existence anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this torturous existence. I could never see any point to any of this, it's all just futile, unnecessary suffering, non-existence really is all I can hope for, I wish I could just fall asleep permanently and never suffer ever again but more than anything I wish I was never forced to suffer at all.
 

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