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accountnamerequired

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Oct 9, 2023
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pretty life changing symptoms, and no cure. I thought I was depressed before in an extremely toxic living environment. I managed to get out, but my other depressing issue, the disease is only projected to get worse the longer I'm around. It really makes you miss basic things that you took for granted your whole life. It pisses me off too like bro I wish you could just do your damage so to speak all at once and get it over with. Obviously I've thought about it before if I have an account here, but why do I get what I wanted only in the most annoying humiliating drawn out way possible 🙄

I was doing pretty good recently too, I haven't been on this website in months. But like stated earlier the degeneration has gotten to the point where I really see no future life worth living. I know there's some way to tag this as venting but I can't find it here on mobile sorry.
It's genetic, so it's crazy to think I've been doomed to be a living failure biologically my whole life, I just didn't know about it in my childhood, blissfully unaware. The fact that my life is guarantee to only go downhill as far as physical health definetly helps bring back my ctb dreams from over the winter. I knew I had these issues but I didn't know there was absolutely no cure or way to fix it
 
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Nikitatos

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Uncurable diseases that cause tremendous suffering are the number one reason why society needs a legal, humane option to end life.
 
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Aprilfarewell4

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I have something incurable not a disease per se but medical injury that can't heal and that's why I'm killing myself, so what I did when I found out is decided to commit suicide
 
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MBG

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Jul 14, 2023
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pretty life changing symptoms, and no cure. I thought I was depressed before in an extremely toxic living environment. I managed to get out, but my other depressing issue, the disease is only projected to get worse the longer I'm around. It really makes you miss basic things that you took for granted your whole life. It pisses me off too like bro I wish you could just do your damage so to speak all at once and get it over with. Obviously I've thought about it before if I have an account here, but why do I get what I wanted only in the most annoying humiliating drawn out way possible 🙄

I was doing pretty good recently too, I haven't been on this website in months. But like stated earlier the degeneration has gotten to the point where I really see no future life worth living. I know there's some way to tag this as venting but I can't find it here on mobile sorry.
It's genetic, so it's crazy to think I've been doomed to be a living failure biologically my whole life, I just didn't know about it in my childhood, blissfully unaware. The fact that my life is guarantee to only go downhill as far as physical health definetly helps bring back my ctb dreams from over the winter. I knew I had these issues but I didn't know there was absolutely no cure or way to fix it
Join the club….

Figure out progression of disease to decide at what point you have to do it now or lose your ability to consent.

Look into your home state to see if they have Medical Aid in Dying ("MAiD"). Look into suicide tourism to OR or VT. NB most US state MAiD laws require death be imminent (within 6 months), yet for many diseases by that time you've already lost your marbles and cannot legally consent. Catch-22….

Get a passport. Figure out the cost for "The Swiss Option" ($15,000-20,000). If Sarco comes online that figure will get cut significantly.

Work on your Bucket List.

Get closer to God. Pray. I listen to the New Testament on YouTube while washing dishes, cleaning house. I like the NKJV translation. Visit some churches.

Try to make amends and be at peace with family members.

Don't sweat the small stuff. Most things are small stuff….
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I'm so sorry for your situation. Personally, I would be contacting my doctor to see whether they would agree to support a request for assisted suicide. It's like a double edged sword to my mind. On the one hand, it's probably the worst news to hear. On the other, if even doctors agree that nothing can be done and it will only get worse- maybe they will actually support an application.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
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It's truly so dreadful to me how people suffer so much in this existence all through no fault of their own, I'm sorry you had to suffer, existence is just too cruel. But anyway I wish you all the best.
 
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uglyugly

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Aug 24, 2024
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A close family member had ALS, which is 100% fatal 100% of the time. It is a horrible disease and does horrible things to a body before killing the person. That is why ctb should be safe, legal and painless as possible for people who are going to die an agonizing death. It's wrong and inhumane to make them suffer. My loved one did not ctb but I believe another family member with the same disease did - I believe once they found they had it they essentially starved themselves to death.

I am so sorry this same type of thing has happened to you.
 

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