what do i even feel

[LastLoveSong]

going into this year i was convinced this would be the year i would turn my life around and now the year is almost over and ive done nothing, even passed a date i said last year that if i passed and i still hadn't changed my life i would ctb, and i still haven't done that. debating if i even deserve to see fireworks at the end of the year

 

[lyiu]

u do deserve to see fireworks! everyone does! i hope u become okay- this year wasnt the best but u can always turn things around even when it feels hopeless.