asdfandqwerty
some guy
- Feb 27, 2022
- 65
Something happened. My great aunt passed away. I barely knew her, but my uncle and dad are clearly grieving, my uncle more so.
The thing is that I was planning to CBT about a week from now. And you know what else is at that time? Her funeral.
I've already come to terms with the consequences of what my actions will have on my family, but this timing is just extremely unfortunate. I don't want to pile even more death on at once. Imagine one funeral after another.
But I don't want to wait to let things cool down. I'm so fucking tired. Should I wait an extra month, or should I follow my own needs? I don't know. I really need advice on this. This might sound cruel, but I just fucking wish my great aunt could wait a little longer to die.
The thing is that I was planning to CBT about a week from now. And you know what else is at that time? Her funeral.
I've already come to terms with the consequences of what my actions will have on my family, but this timing is just extremely unfortunate. I don't want to pile even more death on at once. Imagine one funeral after another.
But I don't want to wait to let things cool down. I'm so fucking tired. Should I wait an extra month, or should I follow my own needs? I don't know. I really need advice on this. This might sound cruel, but I just fucking wish my great aunt could wait a little longer to die.
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