Method What did it feel like to OD?

[Morris1211]

For those who have attempted suicide by ODing what did it feel like? What pills did you use? I know this is a non-method. Just asking out of curiosity about pain level and such.

 

[scordatura]

I od'd paracetamol and it was miserable. Obviously didn't die. but was violently throwing up, non stop and struggled to get a breath at times. I was so tired I would try to lie down but as soon as I did, I had to get up and throw up again. Ended up with my head in a bucket for the whole night, and after a while there was nothing even left to throw up, but my body just kept going through the motions of throwing up anyway and it was painful, tasted foul and exhausting, spent the night in the hospital and got let home the next day. This was a few years ago.

 

[idk i forgot xx]

I od'd paracetamol and it was miserable. Obviously didn't die. but was violently throwing up, non stop and struggled to get a breath at times. I was so tired I would try to lie down but as soon as I did, I had to get up and throw up again. Ended up with my head in a bucket for the whole night, and after a while there was nothing even left to throw up, but my body just kept going through the motions of throwing up anyway and it was painful, tasted foul and exhausting, spent the night in the hospital and got let home the next day. This was a few years ago.

This ^ Plus, after I managed to sleep I woke up feeling like I had been in a coma, I assumed days had passed when in reality it was a couple of hours - if that. I remember taking puffs out of a joint but apparently I smoked three all by myself and my ex didn't stop me and the girl, her friend she had just met, had laced them with liquid cocaine. Sooo yeeaah. (Sorry I didn't read the first message) To give a better answer, the same ex tried to od on pills and wine, couldn't tell you what she was taking at the time, I don't remember; But same thing, lots of vomiting and she was hospitalised overnight and yeah, not good.

 

[Daphne]

OD'd on opioids and benzos the amount of which should have killed me. My body fought back though. I sleptwalked in the middle of the night to the freezer and subconsciously consumed a bunch of mint ice cream. The mint gave me massive diarrhea. I came to lying on the floor in my own mess covered in bruises. I went in and out of consciousness the next few days and don't remember much.

I lived alone so there was no one checking on me. I didn't go to the hospital.

Any method that gives the body time to fight back is unreliable.


This was 6 months ago. I have issues with my memory and digestive system but I'm not sure if its all caused by my attempt.
I am broke and can't get Healthcare so its hard to tell.

 

[Morris1211]

OD'd on opioids and benzos the amount of which should have killed me. My body fought back though. I sleptwalked in the middle of the night to the freezer and subconsciously consumed a bunch of mint ice cream. The mint gave me massive diarrhea. I came to lying on the floor in my own mess covered in bruises. I went in and out of consciousness the next few days and don't remember much.

I lived alone so there was no one checking on me. I didn't go to the hospital.

Any method that gives the body time to fight back is unreliable.


This was 6 months ago. I have issues with my memory and digestive system but I'm not sure if its all caused by my attempt.
I am broke and can't get Healthcare so its hard to tell.

Which benzos and opioids and how much did you take?

 

[e!kent]

I od'd paracetamol and it was miserable. Obviously didn't die. but was violently throwing up, non stop and struggled to get a breath at times. I was so tired I would try to lie down but as soon as I did, I had to get up and throw up again. Ended up with my head in a bucket for the whole night, and after a while there was nothing even left to throw up, but my body just kept going through the motions of throwing up anyway and it was painful, tasted foul and exhausting, spent the night in the hospital and got let home the next day. This was a few years ago.

Any physical damade?



+ (not related, but are you italian?)

 

[scordatura]

Any physical damade?



+ (not related, but are you italian?)

No I don't think so, nothing that effects my day to day life anyway. But I know it can cause liver damage, as well as potential kidney damage, if not treated properly in hospital. Unsure if it's related but I do notice since then, that if I drink too much alcohol I get very similar symptoms so potentially there is some left over damage but nothing severe.

And no I'm not Italian

 

[Reishi]

Fun topic...
I've oded on antidepressants,sleeping pills, antipsychotics ,dph,dxm,cocaine,and heroin.
Technically I oded on thc but it was only so bad because of the amount and how much alcohol I had consumed with it.

For me when I od its either I'm not breathing at all , I'm unconscious, I'm having back to back seizures or I'm puking my guts out.

The ones that hurt the most are the seizure odes because you're so confused and scared because your brain literally feels like it's being fried.

 

[Dinnerwith6]

I just remember being distraught and confused. I also couldn't stay still? I kept wanting to move even th ough I was blacking out XD

 

[Morris1211]

Fun topic...
I've oded on antidepressants,sleeping pills, antipsychotics ,dph,dxm,cocaine,and heroin.
Technically I oded on thc but it was only so bad because of the amount and how much alcohol I had consumed with it.

For me when I od its either I'm not breathing at all , I'm unconscious, I'm having back to back seizures or I'm puking my guts out.

The ones that hurt the most are the seizure odes because you're so confused and scared because your brain literally feels like it's being fried.

How was the heroin OD compared to the others?

I just remember being distraught and confused. I also couldn't stay still? I kept wanting to move even thView attachment 191727ough I was blacking out XD

What did you try to OD on? That sounds horrible.

 

[Reishi]

How was the heroin OD compared to the others?

I felt great and then I blackout ... I was narcaned and I fell asleep soon after .
I barely remember it now ...

 

[Dinnerwith6]

What did you try to OD on? That sounds horrible.

Olanzapine and some other medication. It was a spontaneous and idiotic decision. I didn't really believe it was enough to kill me but DAMN when I felt the side effects I truly thought I was going to die that night, then I woke up :(