What can make you off yourself ASAP?

[Thatdude]

To be clear, I'm more directing this question to everyone that is holding off or has some date in mind. But what would make you off yourself as soon as you can?

For me, I don't have a given date yet. But I'm thinking a year or 2. However, there is a few things that would make me off myself today or tomorrow without warning.

• If I became sterile
• If my parents died
• If I became homeless

 

[X.Pseudonym.X]

mmm... I can't think of anything. My life is already pretty fucked up right now. It can't get any worse

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

If my parents died. That way I would know they wouldn't have to go through the pain of the suicide. Friends and relatives would move on eventually.

 

[needtogo]

I had only one thing that would ever make me wanna stop living and that was if I were to get castrated by some crazy event. Not being able to get hard after taking accutane really pissed me off but I decided to finally talk to doctor about it. Instead of giving me viagara, they prescribed me lexapro, which gave me worse ED, anorgasmia, genital anesthesia, loss of libido. Which stayed for 6 weeks and then came back as pure pain, so for the last 5ish months my dick/taint/ass has been on fire.
Oh and the other thing that would make me wanna CTB would be getting horrifically injured and unable to work out. Or if I lost my voice and couldnt sing. But wouldn't you know, I can't lift because when I do, it makes my whole situation down there feel worse, and now I'm terrified to sing in front of anyone! And I can't look at girls without feeling pain! So yea any moment I'm down to die.

 

[Deleted member 13227]

If something happens to my little brother I would take the car and off a cliff asap.

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

If I knew I had end stage cancer

 

[Arvinneedstodie]

I have a lot of health issues, but i am still holding on to hope that these things can be resolved, and that my life can still be turned around. If enough doctors tell me i am fine, and that i'm just the way i am, then i will have no choice but to accept that. The moment i truly accept that, i am out. Will kill myself asap.

 

[FreedomInDeath]

If I got pregnant with no access to abortion. If I got more severe brain damage. The moment my hope completely dies. If I offed someone (not saying I would).

 

[Huntfish34]

If my parents or brother died, knowing I was going to prison .. I'm sure I could think of some others but quite tired right now and need sleep before my bullshit / nightmare day of work awaiting me.

 

[Lost_the_will2_live]

Yeah defo if my mum died, she's my main support with my MH. And we are like best friends. She has issues with her heart and was waiting on a big operation in April which is now postponed due to this coronavirus, sh*t times! I worry about her everyday. If she went tomorrow I wouldn't be long behind her.....

 

[Inferdan]

To be clear, I'm more directing this question to everyone that is holding off or has some date in mind. But what would make you off yourself as soon as you can?

For me, I don't have a given date yet. But I'm thinking a year or 2. However, there is a few things that would make me off myself today or tomorrow without warning.

• If I became sterile
• If my parents died
• If I became homeless

• Fail and get kicked from school
• Finally decide to spend the rest of my energy on ctb (would feel liberating to do so

Those are the only two that come to mind, but there are a few more that I've thought of...fuck, I need sleep.

 

[TStorm]

If my mother died. That is already the only thing keeping me here. I can't stand the thought of making her sad. My last attempt really upset her. So I'll wait until she is gone. There isn't anyone else who really cares for me so it'll be no big loss.

It might come soon, as much as I hate to say it. She has been sick. In and out of the hospital.

 

[Kikoo Loool]

My wife lying unshamefully in front if me.

 

[Thatdude]

If I knew I had end stage cancer

Depending on where you are at. You can get assistance with that. Even in the USA if you have 6 months to live. Assisted suicide is legal

 

[Squiddy]

If I went blind or deaf
If I become homeless
If my parents die

 

[Mr2005]

If I find out I could have had plastic surgery in 2005

 

[ScorpiusDragon]

if I become unemployed after investing time and money in law school
if I become blind or deaf
if I become physically paralyzed
if I get cancer (I have a family history, so it might be a possibility one day)
if I become terminally ill

 

[Abused and Suicidal]

If I get kicked out of school, or if my GPA drops to below a 3.
If I become homeless.
If I develop a terminal illness.
If I become blind, deaf, or mute.

 

[Ksab]

• If my mom dies.
• If I fail and drop out of college.

 

[Donk]

1. if im force to go back to work. (currently on disability)
2. if my wife left me
3. if my psychiatrist thinks there are no other medical options that will help me