Is full suspension only possible with rope?? I can't make an online order as I am supervised by my parents and I can't go out because I am too weak and mostly bedbound. Also I live in a rural area so I don't have a place to buy this...
Also from where can I possibly hang if I have nothing on the ceiling?
I have some beams in a place but it's so risky because you have to go through there to go outside and I can't lock that door to buy more time in case someone comes home.
I have unbearable whole body pain caused by constant muscle contractions because o psych drugs damage and I can't go on like this for too much, I'll lose my mind completely from the pain and I have to do something before I become a test subject for sadistics doctors. Not even my parents understand the extent of my body pain and that I can't do it anymore, I just can't. I fighted for too long already and no one can save me or alleviate my pain.
I can't even rest or sleep. I am traumatised every single day by my own body raping me.
ALSO if you know where I could find descriptions or videos of creative people doing this with scarce resources it would help a lot. I don't know how to navigate places like WPD without traumatising myself more. I only need the hanging ones, without anything gore. I'm only 20 I can't watch all of that without my heart breaking even more. I wouldn't be here in the first place if I wasn't in unbearable pain.
Also from where can I possibly hang if I have nothing on the ceiling?
I have some beams in a place but it's so risky because you have to go through there to go outside and I can't lock that door to buy more time in case someone comes home.
I have unbearable whole body pain caused by constant muscle contractions because o psych drugs damage and I can't go on like this for too much, I'll lose my mind completely from the pain and I have to do something before I become a test subject for sadistics doctors. Not even my parents understand the extent of my body pain and that I can't do it anymore, I just can't. I fighted for too long already and no one can save me or alleviate my pain.
I can't even rest or sleep. I am traumatised every single day by my own body raping me.
ALSO if you know where I could find descriptions or videos of creative people doing this with scarce resources it would help a lot. I don't know how to navigate places like WPD without traumatising myself more. I only need the hanging ones, without anything gore. I'm only 20 I can't watch all of that without my heart breaking even more. I wouldn't be here in the first place if I wasn't in unbearable pain.
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