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Karangel25

Experienced
Mar 9, 2019
206
For those of you taking it soon. How do feel about your success rate?
 
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Codieb1

Student
Jun 18, 2019
178
I know my body is overly durable so I'll be taking a little over the recommended dose. Honestly, the success rate isn't much to worry about, as people have said the effects are completely reversable if it doesn't work. Just stick to the regimen and hope for the best.
 
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Theon

Theon

Experienced
Jun 20, 2019
241
I know my body is overly durable so I'll be taking a little over the recommended dose. Honestly, the success rate isn't much to worry about, as people have said the effects are completely reversable if it doesn't work. Just stick to the regimen and hope for the best.
are you taking meto stat or 48 hour?
 
littlelady774

littlelady774

running on empty
Dec 20, 2018
708
For those of you taking it soon. How do feel about your success rate?
I'm just hoping for the best..
As long as I don't puke it all out, it should be okay.
I guess I'm a little worried about the possible pain and don't know what to take for it.
 
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Theon

Theon

Experienced
Jun 20, 2019
241
I'm just hoping for the best..
As long as I don't puke it all out, it should be okay.
I guess I'm a little worried about the possible pain and don't know what to take for it.
What kind of pain can one expect exactly?
 
littlelady774

littlelady774

running on empty
Dec 20, 2018
708
What kind of pain can one expect exactly?
Idk man. Some people don't have any pain, but I've heard reports of a "stabbing" pain in the stomach.
There can also be a headache
 
not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
2,121
For those of you taking it soon. How do feel about your success rate?
I'm scared shitless of the pain. And it sounds like surviving it is even more unpleasant than the dying. Just hoping I will have the courage. I have some time.
 
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Theon

Theon

Experienced
Jun 20, 2019
241
I'm scared shitless of the pain. And it sounds like surviving it is even more unpleasant than the dying. Just hoping I will have the courage. I have some time.
Please elaborate "surviving it more unpleasant than dying." I thought if you did survive you would be fine...errr
 
littlelady774

littlelady774

running on empty
Dec 20, 2018
708
I'm scared shitless of the pain. And it sounds like surviving it is even more unpleasant than the dying. Just hoping I will have the courage. I have some time.
What meds are you taking for pain?
 
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Vegrau

Wizard
Nov 27, 2018
665
Stat dose and quite confident in it. Still I will prepare 2 dose of SN just in case.
 
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not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
2,121
Please elaborate "surviving it more unpleasant than dying." I thought if you did survive you would be fine...errr
Those who survive recount a pretty unpleasant experience. Or maybe that's just medical scaremongering.
 
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jake3d

Enlightened
May 29, 2019
1,033
There are two people here that took a sub-lethal dose and didn't feel too much pain.
 
IMALB

IMALB

Member
May 21, 2019
20
The body will reject/vomit the SN in many cases, so find a good antiemetic (preferably prescription) or strongly consider another approach. Suspension hanging, when done correctly, is often quicker and easier.
 
Nobodysfault

Nobodysfault

"If my soul be lost, its nobodys fault but mine"
Mar 21, 2019
119
Scared as fuck.
I Dont want it to fail and want it to be painless..
I can barely survive a migraine, so i am really scared of the pain.
 
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Loli

Loli

highly flammable
May 25, 2019
119
I'm scared of that "stabbing pain in stomach" too. Might take some strong painkillers before CTB
 
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1234dave

Specialist
Oct 5, 2018
369
What are the chances of this without anti sickness tablets?
 
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barny

Member
Jun 17, 2019
80
Resorted to this as nothing else arrived. Might take a couple of sleeping pills but not many as makes u do weird things and dont want to walk myself into a hospital! Lol. Not sure if ive got enough. Only 10g but going to try inject it. I dont need a torniquet . If it doesnt work il wait till other sstuff arrives but fed up waiting. People are starting to figure somethings up. So going to my secret place to think tomorrow
 
Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
Providing you have a quality SN product and follow the peaceful handbook instructions then i guess there should be no reason why it wouldnt work providing you are not caught or you change your mind.
I would take anti emetics to stop the bodies natural response in wanting to throw up any poison it ingests.I dont know the level of pain it causes and some people have a lower pain threshold than others but i would find relief in knowing i would soon be unconscious then be dead relatively quickly.
 
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bluesky1972-2019

Specialist
May 21, 2019
377
I guess the new worry is - What if the SN I purchased isn't actually the purity it states on the tub?
I'm planning to take 20g, so hopefully it wouldn't fail either way. Think mine states 99% purity or more.
 
onlyinsleep

onlyinsleep

I can see their faces
Jun 3, 2019
111
Providing you have a quality SN product and follow the peaceful handbook instructions then i guess there should be no reason why it wouldnt work providing you are not caught or you change your mind.
I would take anti emetics to stop the bodies natural response in wanting to throw up any poison it ingests.I dont know the level of pain it causes and some people have a lower pain threshold than others but i would find relief in knowing i would soon be unconscious then be dead relatively quickly.

Can someone PM me the handbook? Sorry to ask...I couldn't find it to fully find the SN regimen.
 
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