cazza82
Member
- Nov 20, 2024
- 97
What do people feel once you have made that decision to end it and CTB do you feel dissociated exactly how does it feel
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TheHolySword
empty heart
- Nov 22, 2024
- 767
For me life is still the same. I still get up and go to work and live. One day I'll be at peace but nothing is different right now.
ma0
How did I get here?
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cazza82
Member
- Nov 20, 2024
- 97
I've had something happen this past week and it's just the last hit I can take it's one thing after another like constant I never have a break I can't take anymore hits people are talking to me I literally don't hear a word their saying it's like I'm not me it's totally weird like a fog like nothings real
Whenever I actually have a date set I get this high, giddy feeling like mania I guess, sometimes so much that I get a little bit dizzy from it. It's not actual happiness (sustained lifestyle contentment over long periods of time), but the rush feels so fucking good and the motivation that stems from it allows me to function like a normal person.
