I am a Christian and I am slowly losing my faith in God...I am still a believer though
Losing interest in superhero movies. They used to bring me such joy and were awe-inspiring. Now they seem boring :(
Do you feel like your personal circumstances or world events have a role in your decreased faith in God, or do you look at God as having let you down somehow? I'm not religious myself, which is why I'm interested in your opinion.
Sibyl Vane
Experienced
- May 28, 2022
- 236
Fragile
Broken
- Jul 7, 2019
- 1,496
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 38,398
I cannot remember ever having much interest in anything in the first place. Life is tiring and repetitive and it all just feels so pointless.
S like suicide
Enlightened
- Apr 29, 2021
- 1,435
Again in everything...in june i felt i had more strenght to try again to recover and do baby steps to be able to put myself together and do something more than passing all day,every day in bed...again now in July i feel very tired...very very low...i can't even make a shower,take care of myself etc...
Lonliness doesn't help,it'd dragging me again into the dark...it's hard also with people tho
...for my depression and social anxiety and my poor social skills also online...
I truly hope and pray i can resist somehow,deep depression and suicidal thoughts everyday are hell :( i'm scared
Lonliness doesn't help,it'd dragging me again into the dark...it's hard also with people tho
...for my depression and social anxiety and my poor social skills also online...
I truly hope and pray i can resist somehow,deep depression and suicidal thoughts everyday are hell :( i'm scared
lofticries
obedear
- Feb 27, 2021
- 1,470
Football.
Hearing footballers bitch about 200 thousand /monthly not being enough while playing shit is ticking me off. Also I know my team not gonna get any signings that aren't from the bargain bin or castaways.
Still hyped for the upcoming world cup though.
Hearing footballers bitch about 200 thousand /monthly not being enough while playing shit is ticking me off. Also I know my team not gonna get any signings that aren't from the bargain bin or castaways.
Still hyped for the upcoming world cup though.
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LastFlowers
the haru that can read
- Apr 27, 2019
- 2,170
Everything, but more so "disillusioned" than total loss of interest.
nosurpries
Member
- Jul 3, 2022
- 97
mediocre.marsupial
Member
- Jul 15, 2022
- 14
All of life, and my dreams/having a future in general. I had a plan for my life but it's all gone.
BeansOfRequirement
Behind the guilt was compassion
- Jan 26, 2021
- 5,744
It'll go back to normal any day now... Or so I've been saying for ten months.
☆AwaitingEntropy☆
Snuffing the Light Out
- Nov 6, 2021
- 208
Connections.
I used to care about being close to people, about being seen as "helpful" to others, to the point where it was influencing my self esteem severely. A year or two ago, the switch just... Flipped, and I've steadily lost interest. At first, it was in making new friends, then in maintaining distant relationships. Now, even close friends and family feel difficult to connect with at times, there is a distance that I can't surpass, nor do I feel particularly inclined to.
I still care about people, but it's different now. Detached and a little hollow, like I'm just biding my time until I can walk away from this life.
I used to care about being close to people, about being seen as "helpful" to others, to the point where it was influencing my self esteem severely. A year or two ago, the switch just... Flipped, and I've steadily lost interest. At first, it was in making new friends, then in maintaining distant relationships. Now, even close friends and family feel difficult to connect with at times, there is a distance that I can't surpass, nor do I feel particularly inclined to.
I still care about people, but it's different now. Detached and a little hollow, like I'm just biding my time until I can walk away from this life.
S like suicide
Enlightened
- Apr 29, 2021
- 1,435
Thank you...i needed this messageYou put my thoughts into words. You are not alone
Hollowmon
Sad Girl
- Jul 4, 2022
- 20
Aside from life itself, my hobby, plastic model kits like gunpla and megami device. I used to enjoy building and trying to forget the world exists but now I find myself just not caring about it all that much and I have a massive backlog of unbuilt kits I bought when I did care.
fishheye
Member
- Jul 8, 2022
- 51
Taking care of my body.
I was an athlete and natural body builder. Gradually over the course of one year i have slowly started to lose interest in my physical health. Stopped going to gym. Not interested in talking even with my best friend.
And lastly I've lost interest with my 7 yr old dog and sometimes I fake it for her happiness.
I was an athlete and natural body builder. Gradually over the course of one year i have slowly started to lose interest in my physical health. Stopped going to gym. Not interested in talking even with my best friend.
And lastly I've lost interest with my 7 yr old dog and sometimes I fake it for her happiness.
rainwillneverstop
Global Mod | Serious Health Hazard
- Jul 12, 2022
- 326
whatevs
Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
- Jan 15, 2022
- 2,914
Csmith8827
Don't you listen to your heart? (Listen to it...)
- Oct 26, 2019
- 894
Anything that requires cognitive functioning is painful so I can't say I have much interest in most things unless it's on the topic of suicide or death.
