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CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
611
I am going to clean my room and do homework!
 
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ReadyasEver

ReadyasEver

Elementalist
Dec 6, 2018
828
it is going to be quite uneventful, which is fine by me.
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
Gonna catch up on the college work I've missed (if they call me to tell me my new email password) and write! Maybe play some games too
 
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ReadyasEver

ReadyasEver

Elementalist
Dec 6, 2018
828
Gonna catch up on the college work I've missed (if they call me to tell me my new email password) and write! Maybe play some games too
I might log into World of Tanks and irritate the kids for awhile. :)
 
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Memento Mori

Memento Mori

shambling garbage
Jan 24, 2019
573
smoking weed watchin series and looking for a job to finance some N.
these days suck, and overthinking & memories are some strong motherfuckers always standing up but let's fight for some longer :)
 
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waived

waived

I am a sunrise
Jan 5, 2019
974
I'm going to watch as much Murder She Wrote as I can.
 
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Othermind

Othermind

-
Dec 26, 2018
301
I'm at my parents place so I can't drink and I've got no one to hang out with.
I have some uni work to do but I think I'll just dick around here, read a book or whatever.
 
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Wolfjob_dayjob

Wolfjob_dayjob

Student
Oct 19, 2018
190
Going to recover from my cold and try to SS rank stage 3+4 in a beatemup. I can return to the gym soon, hooray.
 
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Plankter

Plankter

欠陥人
Aug 14, 2018
174
It's probably going to be endless hours of homework. I hate the way the school system "works"
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
I have to go to a party tomorrow. I fucking dread it. I barely know anyone there. In fact, they sometimes pick on me. But the person hosting the party is my friend and he wants me to come... I just want to stay home and cut.
 
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JohnDoe1

Arcanist
Sep 13, 2018
474
Gaming
 
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Midnight

Midnight

Beyond solace
Jun 30, 2018
624
Work,eat,sleep,drive,get groceries. Uneventfull.
 
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ThisIsTheLastNight

ThisIsTheLastNight

Weakness is the root of all evil
Jan 29, 2019
74
Like every day, I'll lie in bed or on the sofa and think about how I can kill myself and when that finally comes to an end. By the way, I will surf the forum.
 
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VoloFataliDoce

VoloFataliDoce

The World Is Quiet Here
Jan 23, 2019
114
I'm going to make an attempt to leave the house and go do something - these four walls are driving me nuts. I might go to the library, and look at the books on the shelves. I don't have much patience or focus to read anything at length anymore, but it is nice and quiet there.
 
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Heart Shards

The shards of my broken heart cut deep.
Feb 3, 2019
535
I have friends coming to pick me up tomorrow morning for a convention. I'm going to get out of bed tomorrow for them. This may be the last time they see me, I'm going to make the best of it. I already feel guilty as it is.
 
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daemonblight

Member
Jun 26, 2018
82
Netflix and video games. I should really get started on some schoolwork though, but can't find any motivation to.
 
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CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
611
I'm going to make an attempt to leave the house and go do something - these four walls are driving me nuts. I might go to the library, and look at the books on the shelves. I don't have much patience or focus to read anything at length anymore, but it is nice and quiet there.
Oh I love looking at the book covers and titles and reading the little blurb summary. That's a ton of fun!
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
I'd love to go to a library, I'm far too anxious to now though :( sigh
 
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fuckthis

fuckthis

I've made up my mind.
Sep 23, 2018
263
Install a shower with my dad who I hate.
 
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cherub

cherub

Fvcking Loser
Jan 27, 2019
147
I might attempt to do some school work. No guarantee though. Also gonna see my psychologist.
 
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Mark Edward

Mark Edward

Member
Jan 19, 2019
62
I will be in my study and my garage, two places where I have all my books, toys, tools, collectibles, old man rock and punk music and my journal that I write in using one of the fountain pens from my collection.
I will do some work on one of my military figures.
I may have a run or cycle ride to clear my mind and keep active.
Saturday night, am going for a cheap meal with my wife. Curry or Nando's.
I have been feeling all right just lately and I'm trying hard to stay that way.
 
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VoloFataliDoce

VoloFataliDoce

The World Is Quiet Here
Jan 23, 2019
114
I'd love to go to a library, I'm far too anxious to now though :( sigh
I'm sorry to hear that. I usually have terrible anxiety, but for whatever reason it's lessened for the past several days. I ought to take advantage of that fact and get some real tasks done, but I'm happy with things the way they are.
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
I'm sorry to hear that. I usually have terrible anxiety, but for whatever reason it's lessened for the past several days. I ought to take advantage of that fact and get some real tasks done, but I'm happy with things the way they are.
That's really good to hear! I hope it stays good for a while ♡
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Visionary
Sep 9, 2018
2,835
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Just kidding. Well, mostly. I will be moving stuff into my new place and trying to find times to relax and decompress/be by myself. I hate having to do literally anything. It drains me and makes me cranky as hell. I will attempt to break things up with yummy food and good music.
 
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Redt2go

Redt2go

flower child
Jan 5, 2019
1,643
Granted depression doesn't creep back and waterboard me I'll be donating my dishes and excess clothing to a local thrift store :) I'll also be walking around alot been very happy and manic lately :)
 
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wishfulthinking

Member
Dec 13, 2018
40
Like every day, I'll lie in bed or on the sofa and think about how I can kill myself and when that finally comes to an end. By the way, I will surf the forum.
Same here. :D
 
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Aesthler

Aesthler

Death is the only God who comes when you call
Sep 25, 2018
416
I'm gonna wake up, watch some Netflix, feel guilty and clean my house, eat a bunch of garbage, wonder when a pile of money is gonna show up and I'll also be swooning @stellabelle for two days straight.
 
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Pointlessabyss

Pointlessabyss

Impulse will takeover one day...
Sep 17, 2018
294
Friday night : spent the night up Brecon looking at the stars high / drunk. - complete

Saturday : wake up around 1pm build myself up to actually move / function as around 3pm I have a mate picking me up to go over his for the rugby... drugs and alcohol won't remember the night after 7-8 (only way I can socialise)

Sunday : recover watch films / series ( I say this but if a drink is going I ll end up out ) then hate myself for the rest of the week
 
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goxua

goxua

Student
Jan 28, 2019
180
Book hotels for my upcoming overseas trips, cook Armenian pumpkin mussaka, agonise over the calories eaten today but plan to fast tomorrow, watch true crime vids and start reading PTSD book as recommended by my pdoc.
 
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Minudah

Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
1,355
I'm going to enjoy the Saturday sabbath by playing with my dogs, eating Colombian and Indian food, and napping. Then on Sunday I'll go back to trying to ctb, which I'll spend all my time on until I either get it done or mid-day Tuesday.
 
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