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Read123456788

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Aug 23, 2019
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I'm ctb inbetween Christmas / new year at some point. Keeping myself busy till then.

Had a fight with half my family tonight and blocked them from contacting me. So tonight I'm sat having a beer listening to some of my favourite music.

What are you doing tonight ?
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
I'll probably watch some TV and get some homework done for my college
 
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Hexen

Hexen

Student
Aug 12, 2019
135
play games and youtube like every day
 
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Ratherbeskinny

Ratherbeskinny

"Insert profound quote here."
Oct 28, 2019
108
I'm probably gonna cut myself and get some sleep after that.
 
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Darkhaven

Darkhaven

All i have left is memories
May 19, 2019
979
Watching football (soccer if you're american).
 
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LonelyLight

Warlock
May 31, 2019
779
Sitting in bed drinking vodka and coke. It's almost 1am
 
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Fragile

Fragile

Broken
Jul 7, 2019
1,496
not much, just talking myself out of a panic attack and geting ready to take some benzos with weed.

the usual
 
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Lethe

Lethe

Fey
Sep 19, 2019
670
Writing a report for college. May play some vidya later.
 
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CFLoser

CFLoser

I fcking hate myself
Dec 5, 2018
611
petting dog and watching bball and being a fat pieceof shit and eating some blackberry sweet dessert thingy.
 
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MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

Visionary
Sep 9, 2019
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Drinking wine & chain smoking, watching making a murderer. It's depressing though, so might not watch much more- not that it makes any difference what I do - I still feel
the same...
 
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Now_And_Then

Now_And_Then

If I am no good , then let me out
Jun 30, 2019
277
Reading the Above Top Secret forum


It is a conspiracy theory forum and it is quite eye opening if one reads the right threads
 
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Dreamwithinadream

Dreamwithinadream

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Sep 21, 2019
75
Lying in bed in pain watching some tv.
 
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Are you lost too?

Are you lost too?

Operator, well let's forget about this call
Oct 18, 2019
361
petting dog and watching bball and being a fat pieceof shit and eating some blackberry sweet dessert thingy.
Ohhhh that blackberry desert must be delicious !


I'm watching Tv and sometimes looking here
 
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Conker

Conker

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Oct 22, 2019
351
watch Twitch mindlessly, then play some video games (Halo 1, 2, I-Ninja) and then catch a movie or two.
Reading the Above Top Secret forum


It is a conspiracy theory forum and it is quite eye opening if one reads the right threads
Do you want me to send you down a deeper rabbit hole? Because I will if you permit me lmao.
 
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kypnrp

Member
Aug 17, 2019
31
Studying, pretty much what I do every day all day. Ugh.
I'm also planning to CTB next weekend, but planning to get a passing grade anyway in case I give up
 
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Sweet emotion

Sweet emotion

Enlightened
Sep 14, 2019
1,325
Lying in bed after showering and in pain like a rotting piece of meat. I fucking hate how you have to plan suicide because if there was just one pill that I could take and go to sleep and die I'd do it tonight.
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
1,028
Laundry and some music. Spending time with my cats. Also dealing with awful sinuses.. Lol.
 
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NotMeant2B

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Sep 26, 2019
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I've been currently working on my master's thesis while distracting myself with some anime series along with my flatmates every now and then.
 
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Ness

Ness

They/Them pronouns, please
Aug 28, 2019
248
It's 4 am and I've yet to sleep. Tonight I actually did my dishes (I surprised myself, there) but the coming night I'll probably be packing for a visit to my parents or fall unconscious, haha. Depends if I can sleep at all now.
 
howard

howard

Experienced
Sep 13, 2019
268
I'm mainly playing one of the word games on here.
 
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Ark

Arcanist
Oct 18, 2019
412
I am trying to stay awake as long as possible watching tv. Just watched kings of pain.
 
Ko9

Ko9

Student
Jun 30, 2019
159
Binge eating and vomiting it out.
 
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BPD_LE

BPD_LE

The Queen of Meme
Aug 11, 2019
1,576
Binge eating and vomiting it out.
What you gonna eat? Fellow Bulimic here ❤
I'm drinking and hanging out on here is the plan, but tbh...........anything could happen!
 
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Ko9

Ko9

Student
Jun 30, 2019
159
What you gonna eat? Fellow Bulimic here ❤
I'm drinking and hanging out on here is the plan, but tbh...........anything could happen!
Doritos, Several types of Chocolate, English liquorice, several Soda's and a lot of alcohol.
 
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BPD_LE

BPD_LE

The Queen of Meme
Aug 11, 2019
1,576
Doritos, Several types of Chocolate, English liquorice, several Soda's and a lot of alcohol.
What flavour doritos? Cheese is my favourite!
I usually go sweet, savoury and then sweet again. Usually cakes, crisps then chocolate.
 
howard

howard

Experienced
Sep 13, 2019
268
I've ended up full time on this site! Its fitted in well with my addictive tendency.
What you gonna eat? Fellow Bulimic here ❤
I'm drinking and hanging out on here is the plan, but tbh...........anything could happen!
I'm on monster munch. I eat them until they make me sick and have diarrhoea. Fuckin addicted to monster munch,...sad
 
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Hennessy

Hennessy

Specialist
Jan 14, 2019
360
I am drinking beer. Just watched a couple of episodes from the "America In Color" documentary series. I like watching documentaries and this series is pretty good.
 

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