What are you doing to prepare?

[Trashcan]

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[QueenEtna]

I'm not preparing, if I ever decide to finally do ctb it will be on impulse so I'd probably use a cord or tie to hang or maybe use my knife and do a yuri from doki doki lol

 

[wagram]

I have written a letter to my kids and to my parents. Thats it.

 

[IronicFail]

Written letters, research, joined this site, begun organising the things I want to give away before and after.

 

[MEoDP]

Joined this site for access to information,but no concrete plans yet

 

[throwaway123]

Honestly at this point I'm just waiting.

 

[fuckthis]

I've already got a plan. Ordering the Primperan this weekend, hopefully should arrive by Thursday or Friday which is the only window I have. Order Zantac and the Nitrite shortly after. Dilute the Nitrite, take the pills and get dropped off to the gym by my mom. Spend some time there to enjoy one of the only things I like doing then on the way back home I'll stop at a park and find the nature reserve that is attached to it. Go deep into the woods to this abandoned area by a river, listen to music and do the deed. I don't need to pre-plan too much other than making sure I get the parcels on the times I need, which is gonna be the hardest part.

 

[skyofAuroras]

I already have my method picked, now I just have to write my letter and get some last things in order. Also prepare myself mentally, but I don't think there's any way to do that.

 

[Ben]

Trying to make people smile so I don't have to die hating myself

 

[jaemus12]

Trying to make people smile so I don't have to die hating myself

You da real MVP. If you hate yourself then I'll love you twice as much to cancel your hate. You and all of us deserve more love.

 

[Dog Food]

Done research on my preferred method and written my notes. I keep trying to revise them to get them perfect, but it's hard. I'm going to the cemetery near my house to pick some yew berries tomorrow.

I wish everyone luck, whatever they decide. Remember there's no shame in either backing out or CTBing.

 

[Duqu]

I've got everything I need set aside for both SN and Opioid OD, just need to write letters to everyone I want to (haven't decided who all yet), get my will/affairs in order, make sure I have a DNR (need to get one signed by my dr), admin stuff like that. Then just wait for my cat to die. lol. I plan to die when he does, with him in my arms and I'll just take everything (with enough time for the Tagamet and meto; I obviously won't be able to do the meto for 2 days before unless my cat gets ill and it's clear he's dyING) but I think it'll be ok. THen it'll be a matter of deciding which benzo's and which method. If I do SN I plan to put them into 00 gel capsules rather than try to swallow the stuff in water; I'm afraid I won't be able to keep it down even with the meto because I have a really sensitive stomach and throw up from the slightest thing (yaaay eating disorder!). I think it'd be ok though.

 

[okyeah]

Nothing. Everyday is the same until I finally snap and do it.

 

[Taylored]

Document my daily activities and writing data on family movement plus a USB documenting how I was treated by my own Family so when I slip into the night never to be found they will be the ones being asked questions.

 

[fuckthis]

Document my daily activities and writing data on family movement plus a USB documenting how I was treated by my own Family so when I slip into the night never to be found they will be the ones being asked questions.

The USB thing is actually a good idea.

 

[windingdown]

I've already got a plan. Ordering the Primperan this weekend, hopefully should arrive by Thursday or Friday which is the only window I have. Order Zantac and the Nitrite shortly after. Dilute the Nitrite, take the pills and get dropped off to the gym by my mom. Spend some time there to enjoy one of the only things I like doing then on the way back home I'll stop at a park and find the nature reserve that is attached to it. Go deep into the woods to this abandoned area by a river, listen to music and do the deed. I don't need to pre-plan too much other than making sure I get the parcels on the times I need, which is gonna be the hardest part.

Solid.

 

[windingdown]

I've written my letter and will print 2 copies just before (I keep amending it) - 1 for family, 1 for authorities. I have a DNR and will set it out but won't need it (SN; too much time before I'm found). I'm organizing transfer of my belongings to my family now, and finishing up a website that I want to be permanently shared. I need to buy Tagamet still (tomorrow). 10 days-3 weeks off now, depending on factors outside my control. I wonder how I'll survive so long.

 

[starcrossedfate]

There's nothing to prepare, I just need to shut up and jump.