Discussion What are the main reasons for you being Suicidal? (Poll)

[Dark Window]

Try to select the 3 most driving your decision, even if more than 3 apply, I wanna know the biggest driving force behind your decision.

 

[Darkover]

brain injury
schizophrenia
no girlfriend for 20 years

 

[Dark Window]

brain injury
schizophrenia
no girlfriend for 20 years

Sorry bro. Too bad you're not gonna CTB because of your faith.

 

[GhostShell]

Damn first one to pick physical abuse (forced drugging of antipsychotics by parents when i was a child) feelsbadman.

That plus physical illness are my main two reasons.

 

[Darkover]

Sorry bro. Too bad you're not gonna CTB because of your faith.

I don't have any faith i would ctb right now if i had my choice of method with me

 

[F@#$]

The daily bullshit makes life not worth living.

 

[TheLastBoyOnEarth]

Physical condition: chronic pain, chronic fatigue and chronic malaise.
Neurological condition caused by my chronic pain illness.
Psychological illness: depression mostly.

 

[maidens]

I'd be doing much much much better right now if I wasn't autistic

 

[V01Death]

Well it seems that for my main factors for suicidality, there is more than 3 reasons so I will write them up on descending order by severity (first is the most profound reason and last is the least profound reason).

1. Social Outcast - 12 years I experienced bullying from my peers in school and was social outcast and still are.
2. Psychological abuse - 2 years of sheer malicious exploitation with gaslighting from my peers in college and to add in a victim of institutional and corporate corruption.
3. Depression - 2 years ago I was in severe depression because I lost all hope in society, my projects, and eventually self, now I am 'recovering' kind of with minimal "help" from society.
4. Anxiety - Panic attacks when I am around more than 5 people.
5. Personality and developmental Disorders and - Undiagnosed acute paranoid personality disorder (Recovering) and To be diagnosed Schizoid (SzPD) personality disorder this means that I have to be left alone which is what I always wanted.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Autism. All the other categories are consequences of that.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Life itself just isn't worth living for me. That's all. It's life itself that I don't want. I deserve the best and the best that is available to me is death. Death is blissful and beautiful to me as I love the idea of permanent non existence

 

[untothedepths]

Just everything. I keep coming back to my suicidal thoughts. Something gripped me and won't let go.

 

[yxmux]

Major depression, body dysmorphia, gender dysphoria, schizoid personality, etc. You get the idea.

 

[dietcokecan]

I feel like I would be happy and not suicidal if I were born neurotypical. Being born autistic is a death sentence and has ruined my life.

 

[eatantz]

There's no point living a life without love and romance. If I can't love and be loved than I rather not exist at all. Everyday alone is another day wasted, it's all dull and meaningless. And the depression doesn't help tbh

 

[easypeasy]

Try to select the 3 most driving your decision, even if more than 3 apply, I wanna know the biggest driving force behind your decision.

Debilitating Pain for 3 years, cruel family dynamics and abuse, excruciating pain

 

[glitteryaliens]

Financial reasons are the main one. I'm unemployed, dependent on my parents for everything and can't seemingly get any sort of job.

 

[Justnotme2]

I cannot bear the fact that animals and people are brutally killed in the world, violence, exploitation, evil, cruel slaughter of animals for food, causing harm and pain for pleasure.
It all killed me.
I hope that I will die as painlessly as possible soon.

Every day, people I love are brutally murdered and sexually assaulted. And they hurt animals. And when I talk about the people I love, I don't mean anyone in particular. I mean all the innocent and kind people who are in agony.
It also hurts me that even in the animal world, these animals gnaw each other for food and live in fear.
This world is a bastard

 

[Edpal247]

You should have included legal problems.