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Ariii

Ariii

Student
Oct 29, 2023
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I have a very low pain tolerance so I'd like to minimize that as much as i can and I can't buy a rope or anything without looking suspicious. I'm only 110lb at the very most, probably closer to 105 so it doesn't need to be very strong.
 
MiMif

MiMif

I do not live for others to understand me...
Sep 13, 2023
687

This is for partial hanging. You could try buying a rope online. Though in my past hanging attempts I just used a string from my robe it didn't break.

I'm not sure about full suspension hanging.

Also why can't you buy a rope without looking suspicious? Though you could probably try a jump rope I'm sure that would work.
 
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throneofdispair03

throneofdispair03

is a mistake
Jan 10, 2024
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I've seen people use cords and robe belts, but rope is most recommended.
 
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Ariii

Ariii

Student
Oct 29, 2023
147

This is for partial hanging. You could try buying a rope online. Though in my past hanging attempts I just used a string from my robe it didn't break.

I'm not sure about full suspension hanging.

Also why can't you buy a rope without looking suspicious? Though you could probably try a jump rope I'm sure that would work.
Tysm, ill try this w a cord or smthing

I probably worded that poorly, my family would probably find it bc they go through my stuff kinda often and I have no reason to have a rope
 
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MiMif

I do not live for others to understand me...
Sep 13, 2023
687
Tysm, ill try this w a cord or smthing

I probably worded that poorly, my family would probably find it bc they go through my stuff kinda often and I have no reason to have a rope

Oh sorry hope you find peace ❤️
 
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dying flower

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Jan 6, 2024
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I have a very low pain tolerance so I'd like to minimize that as much as i can and I can't buy a rope or anything without looking suspicious. I'm only 110lb at the very most, probably closer to 105 so it doesn't need to be very strong.
buy a skipping rope?
 
lament.

lament.

the Immortal
Jun 28, 2023
223
Personally bought a 12mm cotton rope, it doesn't hurt my neck when I try to hang myself with it. Sadly failed multiple times due to SI and feelings of numbness.
It took around 10-15 seconds to get to the point where I was (likely) close to passing out.

I feel like dressing gowns with those "ropes" you slide through the gaps would likely be slow but painless, as they are similar to the rope I am trying to use and obviously a dressing gown isn't very suspicious.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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It took around 10-15 seconds to get to the point where I was (likely) close to passing out.
May I ask what your setup was like, if you are ok with sharing?
 
lament.

lament.

the Immortal
Jun 28, 2023
223
May I ask what your setup was like, if you are ok with sharing?

I tied one end of the rope to the top of my bedframe, then kneeled on the floor next to my bed. Not the best setup but it seemed to work.
 
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lordfungington

lordfungington

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Sep 1, 2021
21
I think I'll hang myself tonight. Thanks for all the love and support, it truly baffles me that this community is so fucking helpful. I need to die. I'll see yall on the other side :)
 
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Ariii

Ariii

Student
Oct 29, 2023
147
I think I'll hang myself tonight. Thanks for all the love and support, it truly baffles me that this community is so fucking helpful. I need to die. I'll see yall on the other side :)
I hope ur able to find ur peace to night, goodluck! <3
 
lordfungington

lordfungington

Member
Sep 1, 2021
21
I hope ur able to find ur peace to night, goodluck! <3
it didn't work. I ended up just throwing it up and feeling like the whole world was on my chest. not fun. I will keep trying and hopefully I'll find my peace
 
Ariii

Ariii

Student
Oct 29, 2023
147
it didn't work. I ended up just throwing it up and feeling like the whole world was on my chest. not fun. I will keep trying and hopefully I'll find my peace
I'm really sorry to hear that, hopefully next time it'll go better. Goodluck
 
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Daryl72

Student
Mar 12, 2024
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I wish you peace on whatever you ultimately do. We all just want peace and I hope we all can find that in some way or the other.
 

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