What are the craziest things non lethal to do before commit suicide ?

[alicediaseis]

So as I've stated in the partner's forum, I want to die happy. And from now on, I was happy when I did crazy things. So last weeks I've tried to take many medicines (vallium, exomyl, zopiclone) with a LOT of alcohool. We've done crazy shit like cut each other (in fact she almost killed me since she was so close to my main arm vein) and have hardcore sex, there was a lot fun. I've also taken a dozen of lorazépam in class, it began really, really messy I was euphoric and then I slept and did shit I don't remember for like 3 days.

So all of this is fun, I have still a few drugs to try out (mainly LSD why didn't I do that sooner). And I will try heroine and F at the very end.

So have you an idea of crazy shit I could do without going to the cops (in France) or to the hospital because, if I go to the hospital, they will put me in psychiatric hospital (my wrists are so fucked up + transphobic bullshit psychiatry). Do you know some funny legal medicine I can be prescribed by faking some crisis in the medic's office? I already get what's up there but I'm sure there is a lot more funny stuff.

Love you all !

 

[watereyes]

Salut Alice, putain what a thrill. Moi jreste là et je rate une pendaison avec une rallonge, j'avais pas l'air con! J'ai pas d'idée de trucs de fou que tu pourrais faire, j'exprime juste le seum que jressens lul. Emmène moi avec toi haha

 

[Kikoo Loool]

Do you need to take drugs to have crazy sex experiences?

 

[alicediaseis]

Do you need to take drugs to have crazy sex experiences?

Absolutely not. If you have funny ideas about sex by the way : for instance, have sex with tooth paste or this kind of funny trick ^^

 

[Kikoo Loool]

Absolutely not. If you have funny ideas about sex by the way : for instance, have sex with tooth paste or this kind of funny trick ^^

I want to have so many sex experiences before passing away... but tooth paste is definitely weird

 

[Darkmoon Queen]

So as I've stated in the partner's forum, I want to die happy. And from now on, I was happy when I did crazy things. So last weeks I've tried to take many medicines (vallium, exomyl, zopiclone) with a LOT of alcohool. We've done crazy shit like cut each other (in fact she almost killed me since she was so close to my main arm vein) and have hardcore sex, there was a lot fun. I've also taken a dozen of lorazépam in class, it began really, really messy I was euphoric and then I slept and did shit I don't remember for like 3 days.

So all of this is fun, I have still a few drugs to try out (mainly LSD why didn't I do that sooner). And I will try heroine and F at the very end.

So have you an idea of crazy shit I could do without going to the cops (in France) or to the hospital because, if I go to the hospital, they will put me in psychiatric hospital (my wrists are so fucked up + transphobic bullshit psychiatry). Do you know some funny legal medicine I can be prescribed by faking some crisis in the medic's office? I already get what's up there but I'm sure there is a lot more funny stuff.

Love you all !

... You're fucking wild and I envy that.

Also, I haven't used toothpaste during sex but I did "use" it accidentally. I'd just brushed my teeth and while on the toilet, spat on the toilet paper to, uh.. ensure a better clean.
Yeah, that burned. >.> :D

 

[alicediaseis]

I want to have so many sex experiences before passing away... but tooth paste is definitely weird

Just try it, especially if your a woman and you like cold things

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

Crazy?

Do you need to take drugs to have crazy sex experiences?

Drugs certainly help if you are insecure and not high libido like me. I always need something, alcohol or weed...

 

[alicediaseis]

Crazy?

Drugs certainly help if you are insecure and not high libido like me. I always need something, alcohol or weed...

I've been told that cocaine + sex = wow. So that maybe possible but so far I just noticed that normal state + cocaine = normal state.

 

[Kikoo Loool]

Crazy?

Drugs certainly help if you are insecure and not high libido like me. I always need something, alcohol or weed...

Sorry to hear that.

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

I've been told that cocaine + sex = wow. So that maybe possible but so far I just noticed that normal state + cocaine = normal state.

I feel so shit that I fear even cocaine won't lift my mood

 

[Thinking Beyond]

Do you need to take drugs to have crazy sex experiences?

Depends people with a high sex drive don't need drugs. From personal experience with a pretty long list of aphordeias I can say aphorediasics are worth it.

 

[nachtlicht]

Aren't you scared to be addicted to H or some drug and end up addicted instead of CTB?

 

[alicediaseis]

Aren't you scared to be addicted to H or some drug and end up addicted instead of CTB?

Hmmm good point. The point is, I've never been well for 7 years and now I'm good thanks to drugs. But I know this will ruin my life eventually. So I want to live a maximum of drug (and all the rest) experiences before I go. Before being addict, before losing a part of my brain (which is already damaged hahaha).

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

Hmmm good point. The point is, I've never been well for 7 years and now I'm good thanks to drugs. But I know this will ruin my life eventually. So I want to live a maximum of drug (and all the rest) experiences before I go. Before being addict, before losing a part of my brain (which is already damaged hahaha).

What drugs help you?

 

[alicediaseis]

What drugs help you?

Mainly alcohol. And I always add a bit of fun. Mainly what I find where I am (mainly weed and cocain). I really like valium. Before my first suicide attempt I used to take like 10 pills and 75 cL of vodka. This is enough for a really crazy night but you might go from time to time to the hospital.
Just take less, it's less fun but no hospital
Try Zopiclone too (+alcohol of course). I fucked with people I didn't give a shit about and yet it was freaking crazy. When I woke I was like "wow, this guy was inside of me and I don't like guys and I don't like penetration but at this moment it was so apporpriate"