Discussion What are song lyrics that have some meaning for you

[EternalDaydreaming]

My ordinary-life the living tombstone

They tell me that I'm special I smile and shake my head
(In the eyes of many I'm very talented and live a good life)
I give them stories to tell friends about the things I said
(I have many funny stories in my life that I tell my friends)
They tell me I'm so humble I say I'm turning red they let me lie to them and don't feel like they've been mislead
(I lie about my suicidal thoughts to everyone most don't even know I have depression)
They give so much to be I'm losing touch get me, served on a sliver plater ask for seconds they just let me
(I had truly great friends that I lost, we would do anything and everything for each other)
They tell me I'm a god I'm lost in the facade
(This is how anti depressants make me feel numb, confused, and lost)
6 feet of the ground at all times I think I'm feeling odd
(The weird urge to always want to hang Myself)
No matter what I make they never see mistakes making so much bread I don't care that they are just being fake
(No matter how many signs I give that I'm suicidal they just don't care and those that acknowledge is are just fake)
They tell me they're below me I act like I'm above
(Therapists pretend they care and act like they know what I've been through but it's all fake and I realize that and I am above it)
People blend together but I would be lost without their love
(A few people in my life are my life and my reason of living but everyone else is just the same thing)
Can you heal me have I gained to much when you become untouchable your unable to touch
(When I isolate myself to get away from the pain I loose my ability to interact with the ones I truly love)
Is there a real me it hurts me just to think and I don't do pain
(I can't tell if im fake just like the others)
Staying still eyes closed let the world just pass me by
(My wanting to just die and let the world move on)
Pain pills nice cloths
(My addiction to alcohol and my bad spending habits)
If I fall I think I'll fly
(Being delusional that I will ever see my friend again except through death)
Touch me Midas make me part of your design
(Wanting to be apart of something so badly I would make myself and unconscious good decoration)
None to guide us I feel fear for the very last time
(No one can guide people like us here we have to find our own way out of this hellish world)
Lay still restless losing sleep while I loose my mind
(I often lay awake at night due to insomnia and it makes me feel like I loosing my mind which is because I am lol)
All thrill no stress all my muses left behind
(I don't care about what happens ti my physical body anymore causing me to do things most wouldn't)
World is below so high up I'm near divine lean in let go I feel fear for the very last time
(Hopefully this is how I die)

 

[MusicEnjoyer:D]

Epitaph - King crimson

The wall on which the prophets wrote
Is cracking at the seams
Upon the instruments of death
The sunlight brightly gleams
When every man is torn apart
With nightmares and with dreams
Will no one lay the laurel wreath
When silence drowns the screams

Confusion will be my epitaph
As I crawl a cracked and broken path
If we make it we can all sit back and laugh
But I fear tomorrow I'll be crying
Yes I fear tomorrow I'll be crying
Yes I fear tomorrow I'll be crying

Between the iron gates of fate
The seeds of time were sown
And watered by the deeds of those
Who know and who are known
Knowledge is a deadly friend
If no one sets the rules
The fate of all mankind I see
Is in the hands of fools

The wall on which the prophets wrote
Is cracking at the seams
Upon the instruments of death
The sunlight brightly gleams
When every man is torn apart
With nightmares and with dreams
Will no one lay the laurel wreath
When silence drowns the screams

Confusion will be my epitaph
As I crawl a cracked and broken path
If we make it we can all sit back and laugh
But I fear tomorrow I'll be crying
Yes I fear tomorrow I'll be crying​

 

[EternalDaydreaming]

Epitaph - King crimson

The wall on which the prophets wrote
Is cracking at the seams
Upon the instruments of death
The sunlight brightly gleams
When every man is torn apart
With nightmares and with dreams
Will no one lay the laurel wreath
When silence drowns the screams

Confusion will be my epitaph
As I crawl a cracked and broken path
If we make it we can all sit back and laugh
But I fear tomorrow I'll be crying
Yes I fear tomorrow I'll be crying
Yes I fear tomorrow I'll be crying

Between the iron gates of fate
The seeds of time were sown
And watered by the deeds of those
Who know and who are known
Knowledge is a deadly friend
If no one sets the rules
The fate of all mankind I see
Is in the hands of fools

The wall on which the prophets wrote
Is cracking at the seams
Upon the instruments of death
The sunlight brightly gleams
When every man is torn apart
With nightmares and with dreams
Will no one lay the laurel wreath
When silence drowns the screams

Confusion will be my epitaph
As I crawl a cracked and broken path
If we make it we can all sit back and laugh
But I fear tomorrow I'll be crying
Yes I fear tomorrow I'll be crying​

Omg I didn't think anyone on here would know KC l love KC such deep and powerful music

 

[kunikuzushi]

Playing with the thought is exciting, enticing
These familiar voices become mesmerizing
Slicing and prying, manipulative conniving
Taken control of, bound to sacrificing

Unwanted intrusive thoughts beg for my decease
Tempting and captivating, with a horrific mental masterpiece
Murderous cinemas consume and flood consciousness
Overwhelmed by the urges and blind to consequence
Paint my death
I'm sick of these visions of taking my final breath

(Lorna Shore - Death Portrait)

 

[MusicEnjoyer:D]

Omg I didn't think anyone on here would know KC l love KC such deep and powerful music

I've seen some music threads here. Seems like suicidal people tend to have really good music taste.

 

[tfnb]

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[purity]

How to disappear completely - Radiohead

That there
That's not me
I go
Where I please
I walk through walls
I float down the Liffey
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here
In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passed
Yeah, it's gone
And I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here
Strobe lights and blown speakers
Fireworks and hurricanes
I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here
I'm not here

True love waits by radiohead aswell

I'll drown my beliefs
To have your babies
I'll dress like your niece
And wash your swollen feet
Just don't leave
Don't leave
I'm not living
I'm just killing time
Your tiny hands
Your crazy kitten smile
Just don't leave
Don't leave
And true love waits
In haunted attics
And true love lives
On lollipops and crisps
Just don't leave
Don't leave

 

[treetop.grazer]

The following verses from Pink Floyd's "One of my turns" always resonates with me


Day after day, love turns grey
Like the skin of a dying man

And night after night, we pretend it's all right
But I have grown older
And you have grown colder
And nothing is very much fun anymore

 

[That's Not Me]

The most important songs for me are these:

I Just Wasn't Made for this Times

I keep looking for a place to fit in
Where I can speak my mind
(Not fitting in defines me, nobody speaks the same language as me, so I have no way to speak my mind)

And I've been trying hard to find the people
That I won't leave behind
(In the last years I left many people behind, people who sometimes could even help me, but I always thought that some things cannot be shared)

They say I got brains but they ain't doing me no good
I wish they could
(Everyone says that I am smart and that I have a future, but every time I hear this I suffer so much because I know that it was once true and I let the person I was die. I know that people say this with good intentions, so I never respond badly. They say it to make me well, but no one can make me well. I wish someone could, but it's impossible.)

Each time things start to happen again
I think I got something good goin' for myself
But what goes wrong
(I have spent more energy than I had on trying to get better. Absolutely every strategy I've tried has gone wrong)

Sometimes I feel very sad (¿Cuándo seré?)
Sometimes I feel very sad (Un día seré) (Ain't found the right thing I can put my heart and soul into)
(these words in Spanish mean: "When will I be? One day I will be!" I see it as the eternal promise of getting better. They always say that tomorrow will be better, but tomorrow never comes. I also never find something I like. Nothing attracts me enough for me to give myself completely to it)

I guess I just wasn't made for these times
(Best line in the world)

Every time I get the inspiration
To go change things around
No one wants to help me look for places
Where new things might be found
(Every time I have put all my strength together to put in something that would help me, I have always done it alone. I guess I can never express myself well enough to people to make them understand that I need help)

Where can I turn when my fair weather friends cop out?
What's it all about?

I guess I just wasn't made for these times
I guess I just wasn't made for these times

---

There is also another song that represents my feeling of not belonging:

I'm a cork on the ocean
Floating over the raging sea
How deep is the ocean?
I lost my way

I'm a rock in a landslide
Rolling over the mountainside
How deep is the valley?
It kills my soul

I'm a leaf on a windy day
Pretty soon I'll be blown away
How long will the wind blow?

Until I die
These things I'll be until I die
These things I'll be until I die
These things I'll be until I die

(Yes, these are Beach Boys songs lol)

 

[FuneralCry]

As I've mentioned before my favourite piece of music is Funeral Cry by Dark Sanctuary, I guess it's meaningful as the lyrics are about wishing to die,
"Death, close my eyes, stop my cries, misery, set me free, take me home".. I see the state of eternal non-existence as being home for me, this dreadful world could never be home, there's no comfort to be found here.

 

[AnxietyHangover]

Here in the shadows
I'm safe, I'm free
I've nowhere else to go
But I cannot stay where I don't belong

In the shadows
I'm safe, I'm free
I've nowhere else to go
But I cannot stay here
Oh! Show me the shadow where true meaning lies
So much more dismay in empty eyes

Exodus, one of the earliest songs written by my favorite band, Evanescence. I can relate so much to these lyrics.

 

[nightshade00]

The following verses from Pink Floyd's "One of my turns" always resonates with me


Day after day, love turns grey
Like the skin of a dying man

And night after night, we pretend it's all right
But I have grown older
And you have grown colder
And nothing is very much fun anymore

The most important songs for me are these:

I Just Wasn't Made for this Times

I keep looking for a place to fit in
Where I can speak my mind
(Not fitting in defines me, nobody speaks the same language as me, so I have no way to speak my mind)

And I've been trying hard to find the people
That I won't leave behind
(In the last years I left many people behind, people who sometimes could even help me, but I always thought that some things cannot be shared)

They say I got brains but they ain't doing me no good
I wish they could
(Everyone says that I am smart and that I have a future, but every time I hear this I suffer so much because I know that it was once true and I let the person I was die. I know that people say this with good intentions, so I never respond badly. They say it to make me well, but no one can make me well. I wish someone could, but it's impossible.)

Each time things start to happen again
I think I got something good goin' for myself
But what goes wrong
(I have spent more energy than I had on trying to get better. Absolutely every strategy I've tried has gone wrong)

Sometimes I feel very sad (¿Cuándo seré?)
Sometimes I feel very sad (Un día seré) (Ain't found the right thing I can put my heart and soul into)
(these words in Spanish mean: "When will I be? One day I will be!" I see it as the eternal promise of getting better. They always say that tomorrow will be better, but tomorrow never comes. I also never find something I like. Nothing attracts me enough for me to give myself completely to it)

I guess I just wasn't made for these times
(Best line in the world)

Every time I get the inspiration
To go change things around
No one wants to help me look for places
Where new things might be found
(Every time I have put all my strength together to put in something that would help me, I have always done it alone. I guess I can never express myself well enough to people to make them understand that I need help)

Where can I turn when my fair weather friends cop out?
What's it all about?

I guess I just wasn't made for these times
I guess I just wasn't made for these times

---

There is also another song that represents my feeling of not belonging:

I'm a cork on the ocean
Floating over the raging sea
How deep is the ocean?
I lost my way

I'm a rock in a landslide
Rolling over the mountainside
How deep is the valley?
It kills my soul

I'm a leaf on a windy day
Pretty soon I'll be blown away
How long will the wind blow?

Until I die
These things I'll be until I die
These things I'll be until I die
These things I'll be until I die

(Yes, these are Beach Boys songs lol)

These are great choices

 

[SpiderLink]

My ordinary-life the living tombstone

They tell me that I'm special I smile and shake my head
(In the eyes of many I'm very talented and live a good life)
I give them stories to tell friends about the things I said
(I have many funny stories in my life that I tell my friends)
They tell me I'm so humble I say I'm turning red they let me lie to them and don't feel like they've been mislead
(I lie about my suicidal thoughts to everyone most don't even know I have depression)
They give so much to be I'm losing touch get me, served on a sliver plater ask for seconds they just let me
(I had truly great friends that I lost, we would do anything and everything for each other)
They tell me I'm a god I'm lost in the facade
(This is how anti depressants make me feel numb, confused, and lost)
6 feet of the ground at all times I think I'm feeling odd
(The weird urge to always want to hang Myself)
No matter what I make they never see mistakes making so much bread I don't care that they are just being fake
(No matter how many signs I give that I'm suicidal they just don't care and those that acknowledge is are just fake)
They tell me they're below me I act like I'm above
(Therapists pretend they care and act like they know what I've been through but it's all fake and I realize that and I am above it)
People blend together but I would be lost without their love
(A few people in my life are my life and my reason of living but everyone else is just the same thing)
Can you heal me have I gained to much when you become untouchable your unable to touch
(When I isolate myself to get away from the pain I loose my ability to interact with the ones I truly love)
Is there a real me it hurts me just to think and I don't do pain
(I can't tell if im fake just like the others)
Staying still eyes closed let the world just pass me by
(My wanting to just die and let the world move on)
Pain pills nice cloths
(My addiction to alcohol and my bad spending habits)
If I fall I think I'll fly
(Being delusional that I will ever see my friend again except through death)
Touch me Midas make me part of your design
(Wanting to be apart of something so badly I would make myself and unconscious good decoration)
None to guide us I feel fear for the very last time
(No one can guide people like us here we have to find our own way out of this hellish world)
Lay still restless losing sleep while I loose my mind
(I often lay awake at night due to insomnia and it makes me feel like I loosing my mind which is because I am lol)
All thrill no stress all my muses left behind
(I don't care about what happens ti my physical body anymore causing me to do things most wouldn't)
World is below so high up I'm near divine lean in let go I feel fear for the very last time
(Hopefully this is how I die)

I have too many, a lot of them are from citizen soldier (by far my favourite band, all music is based off of mental health/illness and very relatable) bring me the horizon, linkin park and NF. It's hard to pick one, especially for citizen soldier.

 

[limerance1]

I am nothing but the sum of my regrets
Anchored to this hollow shell
Numbness swallows me, flooding horizons
In a blaze of frost and snow

You can find me there wandering out of sight
In a place somewhere between the black and white
Where colors fade, desaturate
And myopic gaze turns into endless nightfall

Lorna Shore ~ Soulless Existence

I feel like my favorite lyrics should hold deeper meaning, or point to something hopeful. But these are the only ones that come to mind.

 

[nightshade00]

One that speaks to me is "You Know You're Right", recorded by Nirvana only months before Kurt's suicide (and the final song the band recorded together). To me, it reads like a suicide note. This is only one version of the lyrics - the exact words differ depending on the source, and it's the subject of endless debate among fans.



I will never bother you
I will never promise to
I will never follow you
I will never bother you
Never speak a word again
I will crawl away for good

I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it would come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to fail

Pain
Pain
Pain
You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right

It's so warm and calm inside
I no longer have to hide
There's talk about someone else
Sterling silver begins to melt
Nothin' really bothers her
She just wants to love herself

I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it'd come to this
Things have never been so swell
And I have never failed to fail

 

[loyalskateboard]

Spoiler: Replay - Lady Gaga

Am I still alive?
Where am I? I cry
Who was it that pulled the trigger?
Was it you or I?
I'm completely numb
Why you acting dumb?
I won't blame myself 'cause we both know you were the one

I don't know what to do, you don't know what to say
The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay
The monster inside you is torturing me
The scars on my mind are on replay, r-replay-ay-ay

Every single day, yeah, I dig a grave
Then I sit inside it wondering if I'll behave
It's a game I play and I hate to say
You're the worst thing and the best thing that's happened to me

Psychologically, it's something that I can't explain
Scratch my nails into the dirt to pull me out, okay

Does it matter?
Does it matter?
Damage is done
Does it matter?
Does it matter?
You had the gun

Spoiler: Time - Pink Floyd

Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day
Fritter and waste the hours in an offhand way
Kicking around on a piece of ground in your hometown
Waiting for someone or something to show you the way

Tired of lying in the sunshine, staying home to watch the rain
You are young and life is long, and there is time to kill today
And then one day you find ten years have got behind you
No one told you when to run, you missed the starting gun

And you run, and you run to catch up with the sun but it's sinking
Racing around to come up behind you again
The sun is the same in a relative way but you're older
Shorter of breath and one day closer to death

Every year is getting shorter, never seem to find the time
Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines
Hanging on in quiet desperation is the English way
The time is gone, the song is over, thought I'd something more to say

 

[ggetout33]

Stone Sour - Bother


Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten with its memories
Diaries left with cryptic entries
And you don't need to bother
I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on (once I hold on)
I'll never live down my deceit

 

[crimsonpool]

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[Alcoholic Failure]

My ordinary-life the living tombstone

They tell me that I'm special I smile and shake my head
(In the eyes of many I'm very talented and live a good life)
I give them stories to tell friends about the things I said
(I have many funny stories in my life that I tell my friends)
They tell me I'm so humble I say I'm turning red they let me lie to them and don't feel like they've been mislead
(I lie about my suicidal thoughts to everyone most don't even know I have depression)
They give so much to be I'm losing touch get me, served on a sliver plater ask for seconds they just let me
(I had truly great friends that I lost, we would do anything and everything for each other)
They tell me I'm a god I'm lost in the facade
(This is how anti depressants make me feel numb, confused, and lost)
6 feet of the ground at all times I think I'm feeling odd
(The weird urge to always want to hang Myself)
No matter what I make they never see mistakes making so much bread I don't care that they are just being fake
(No matter how many signs I give that I'm suicidal they just don't care and those that acknowledge is are just fake)
They tell me they're below me I act like I'm above
(Therapists pretend they care and act like they know what I've been through but it's all fake and I realize that and I am above it)
People blend together but I would be lost without their love
(A few people in my life are my life and my reason of living but everyone else is just the same thing)
Can you heal me have I gained to much when you become untouchable your unable to touch
(When I isolate myself to get away from the pain I loose my ability to interact with the ones I truly love)
Is there a real me it hurts me just to think and I don't do pain
(I can't tell if im fake just like the others)
Staying still eyes closed let the world just pass me by
(My wanting to just die and let the world move on)
Pain pills nice cloths
(My addiction to alcohol and my bad spending habits)
If I fall I think I'll fly
(Being delusional that I will ever see my friend again except through death)
Touch me Midas make me part of your design
(Wanting to be apart of something so badly I would make myself and unconscious good decoration)
None to guide us I feel fear for the very last time
(No one can guide people like us here we have to find our own way out of this hellish world)
Lay still restless losing sleep while I loose my mind
(I often lay awake at night due to insomnia and it makes me feel like I loosing my mind which is because I am lol)
All thrill no stress all my muses left behind
(I don't care about what happens ti my physical body anymore causing me to do things most wouldn't)
World is below so high up I'm near divine lean in let go I feel fear for the very last time
(Hopefully this is how I die)

-"My guillotine, drank promethazine."
That's it. Any time I have tried any narcotic, alcohol, stimulant, anything, has resulted in catastrophic failure.
I get addicted to everything. Alcohol, drugs, candy, being lazy, whatever.
If there's a way to get addicted to it then I will.
And it has ruined my life. I know what to do now to come back but it's a long road.
Best of luck to you.
Today I woke up and I hate myself
Death doesn't answer when I cry for help
No high could save me from the depths of hell
I'll drown my mind until I'm someone else
Don't take care of me, be scared of me
My misery owns me
I don't wanna be my enemy
My misery owns me now
Under the graveyard
We're all rotting bones
Oh, oh
Everything you are
Can't take it when you go
Oh, oh
I ain't living this lie no more
Ain't living this lie no more
Oh, oh
It's cold in the graveyard
We all die alone
Cover my eyes so I can't see clear
One sip away from everything I fear
Ashes to ashes, watch me disappear
Closer to home because the end is near
Don't take care of me, be scared of me
My misery owns me
I don't wanna to be my enemy
My misery owns me now
Under the graveyard
We're all rotting bones
Oh, oh
Everything you are
Can't take it when you go
Oh, oh
I ain't living this lie no more
Ain't living this lie no more
Oh, oh
It's cold in the graveyard
We all die alone
Under the graveyard
We're all rotting bones
Oh, oh
Everything you are
Can't take it when you go
Oh, oh
I ain't living this lie no more
Ain't living this lie no more
Oh, oh
It's cold in the graveyard
We all die alone
Oh, oh

 

[wanderingbeam]

I'd like to laugh at what you said
But I just can't find a smile
I wonder why I can't
I struggle with myself
Hoping I might change a little
Hoping that I might be someone I want to be

Looking out, I want to know someone might care
Looking out, I want a reason to be there
'Cause I don't know what I've done to deserve you
And I don't know what I'd do without you

Looking out, I want to know some way might clear
Looking out, I want a reason to repair
'Cause I don't know what I've done to deserve you
And I don't know what I'll do without you

I can't see nothing good
But nothing is so bad
I never had the chance
To explain exactly what I meant

- nylon smile by portishead. it's not directly suicide-related but i think this song sums up my depression and attachment issues better than any other

 

[deomlez]

I'd like to laugh at what you said
But I just can't find a smile
I wonder why I can't
I struggle with myself
Hoping I might change a little
Hoping that I might be someone I want to be

Looking out, I want to know someone might care
Looking out, I want a reason to be there
'Cause I don't know what I've done to deserve you
And I don't know what I'd do without you

Looking out, I want to know some way might clear
Looking out, I want a reason to repair
'Cause I don't know what I've done to deserve you
And I don't know what I'll do without you

I can't see nothing good
But nothing is so bad
I never had the chance
To explain exactly what I meant

- nylon smile by portishead. it's not directly suicide-related but i think this song sums up my depression and attachment issues better than any other

I really like the last paragraph.

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one in my ctb playlist. I don t know how he's doing that but radiohead works in any time, any mood. Any doubt it will be the last i will hear. And it s perfect.

 

[whitherrvbound]

Marcoca- The bus to nowhere

The bus to nowhere keeps on rollin'
Desperation is growin' on this never ending road
A dream lingers in your head
"You ain't alone", is what they said
Nowadays you're feeling old
You're holdin' on to a game without a dice
Always searching for the feeling you can't describe
On your own in the prison of your past
You try to forget but the fear keeps comin' back
Love is a never-ending game
Get rid of all your shame
Alone and discouraged in the rain
You're holdin' on to a game without a dice
Always searching for the feeling you can't describe

 

[deomlez]

Stone Sour - Bother


Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason
My flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten with its memories
Diaries left with cryptic entries
And you don't need to bother
I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
You don't need to bother
I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on (once I hold on)
I'll never live down my deceit

Thanks for this song, I have listened it many time since you mentioned it and it s good.

 

[TeflonMummy]

Sober To Death - Car Seat Headrest

Lovely lovely In your jeans, frenzy
Another movie that I didn't watch with you
Another movie and I'm gonna have to move
That final terror is in your house somewhere
Hiding in boxes, behind closed doorways
Out from the forest adjacent to your garage
I've seen its marks at the corner of your eyes

Nothing works
Nothing works for everyone
Good stories are bad lives
Good stories are bad lives

Take your hands off your neck and hold on to the ghost of my body
You know that good lives make bad stories, you can text me
When punching mattresses gets old
Don't think it'll always be this way
Not comforted by anything I say
We were wrecks before we crashed into each other

Such a good idea
If it turns you on
We have breakdowns
And sometimes we don't have breakdowns

I want to hear you going psycho
If you're going psycho, I wanna hear
Every conversation just ends with you screaming
Not even words, just ahh-ahh-ahh

Take your hands off your neck and hold on to the ghost of my body
You know that good lives make bad stories, you can text me
When punching mattresses gets old
Don't think it'll always be this way
Not comforted by anything you say
We were wrecks before we crashed into each other

Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more
Don't worry, you and me won't be alone no more

 

[willitpass]

"Who said the beast was gone
it was only just away"
-Watching Over Me, Radio Company

"Mama said that the sun gone shine
But mama don't know what it's like to wanna die
I can't carry this anymore
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
I can't carry this anymore
Wonder what it's like to be okay"
-I Can't Carry This Anymore, Anson Seabra

"Am I Broken?
Am I flawed?
Do I deserve a shred of worth
Or am I just another fake fucked up lost cause
And am I human?
Or am I something else?
'Cause I'm so scared
and there's no one there
To save me from the nightmare that I call myself"
-Broken, Anson Seabra

"I know I've been selfish
I have no excuse to give you
It's true
Hanging by a thread's how I live
I don't know why
but I feel more comfortable
Living in my agony
Watching my self esteem go up in flames
Acting like I don't care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I feel
But I'm to proud to open up and ask you
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
Truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
Who Id be if
I was happy"
-Happy, NF

"This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one"
-Ghost, Badflower

"How do you get out of your head
Telling yourself you won't make it
And second nature is to second guess
Or when you burn every bridge before you cross
Or wave a white flag before you've lost
How do you not self sabotage?"
-Self Sabotage, Abe Parker

I could go on and on I have so many haha

 

[axxxu]

I think I'm late but I'll leave a comment here.

The lyrics of "life itself" by glass animals.

 

[kawaiiphantom]

My ordinary-life the living tombstone

They tell me that I'm special I smile and shake my head
(In the eyes of many I'm very talented and live a good life)
I give them stories to tell friends about the things I said
(I have many funny stories in my life that I tell my friends)
They tell me I'm so humble I say I'm turning red they let me lie to them and don't feel like they've been mislead
(I lie about my suicidal thoughts to everyone most don't even know I have depression)
They give so much to be I'm losing touch get me, served on a sliver plater ask for seconds they just let me
(I had truly great friends that I lost, we would do anything and everything for each other)
They tell me I'm a god I'm lost in the facade
(This is how anti depressants make me feel numb, confused, and lost)
6 feet of the ground at all times I think I'm feeling odd
(The weird urge to always want to hang Myself)
No matter what I make they never see mistakes making so much bread I don't care that they are just being fake
(No matter how many signs I give that I'm suicidal they just don't care and those that acknowledge is are just fake)
They tell me they're below me I act like I'm above
(Therapists pretend they care and act like they know what I've been through but it's all fake and I realize that and I am above it)
People blend together but I would be lost without their love
(A few people in my life are my life and my reason of living but everyone else is just the same thing)
Can you heal me have I gained to much when you become untouchable your unable to touch
(When I isolate myself to get away from the pain I loose my ability to interact with the ones I truly love)
Is there a real me it hurts me just to think and I don't do pain
(I can't tell if im fake just like the others)
Staying still eyes closed let the world just pass me by
(My wanting to just die and let the world move on)
Pain pills nice cloths
(My addiction to alcohol and my bad spending habits)
If I fall I think I'll fly
(Being delusional that I will ever see my friend again except through death)
Touch me Midas make me part of your design
(Wanting to be apart of something so badly I would make myself and unconscious good decoration)
None to guide us I feel fear for the very last time
(No one can guide people like us here we have to find our own way out of this hellish world)
Lay still restless losing sleep while I loose my mind
(I often lay awake at night due to insomnia and it makes me feel like I loosing my mind which is because I am lol)
All thrill no stress all my muses left behind
(I don't care about what happens ti my physical body anymore causing me to do things most wouldn't)
World is below so high up I'm near divine lean in let go I feel fear for the very last time
(Hopefully this is how I die)

ahhhhhhhhhh I love that song !!! I've listened to it an unhealthy amount of times

 

[Redleaf1992]

The song 'running up that hill' in general (they use it in stranger things).

I had a brother who from heart surgery at a young age was left with severe brain damage and severe mobility disabilities.

Through his 17 years on the earth he was always strong and happy despite everything. I know if he the had the chances I had in life he would have made so much of it and done so much.

Instead I got those chances and done fuck all with it, just wasted and fucked my life.

So this song always reminds me of him as I wish I was the one who had the disabilities and short life so he could live the life I know he would have - he deserved that.

 

[Silent Raindrops]

Changes from Ozzy/Black Sabbath




I feel unhappy, I feel so sad
I've lost the best friend that I ever had
She was my woman, I loved her so
But it's too late now, I've let her go
I'm going through changes
I'm going through changes
We shared the years, we shared each day
In love together, we found the way
But soon the world had its evil way
My heart was blinded, love went astray
I'm going through changes
I'm going through changes
It took so long to realise
And I can still hear her last goodbyes
Now all my days are filled with tears
Wish I could go back and change these years
I'm going through changes
I'm going through changes

 

[Groundhog_Day]

I love the lyrics in the outro from 6:50 onwards.

Ooh I've arrived, move on
Wave my past goodbye, so long
Ooh I've arrived
Wave my past goodbye

I've been making my way to the finish line
Like a hurricane racing to arrive
I've been moving on, got a ticket home
And what I leave behind, I'll just let it go

I've been making my way to the finish line
And it trips me up if I'm out of time.
I've been moving on and (unknown lyric)
'cause I've realised what I didn't know
I've been making my way...