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Richkid

Richkid

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Jan 26, 2021
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What do you think about drowning ??
It seems terrifying
to me but is a closer way to CTB while I live in a beach place so I have in my mind taking codein 30mg + alprazolam + alcohol and maybe a final joint and them jump for a swim and blackout in the sea
My survival instincts would make me wake up? or while drowning I will have back consciousness ?
I have saved
19 pills of codein 30mg and maybe 10 of alprazolam 0,5g
 
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woknows

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Dec 12, 2020
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I was considering something similar. NOt because of painlessness, but because of ease.
 
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lavender

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Jan 27, 2021
10
This is one of my methods that I think about and I would like to mix alcohol with hydroxyzine. I think if you pass out and fall into the water, you won't wake up, but who really knows.
 
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Leaving-Soon

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Nov 9, 2020
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It used to be my method #1 for a long time, until I learned about SN, but still seriously considering it. In my case, sleeping pills (Zolpidem) + benzos + codein + alcohol + possibly also metoprolol). Got all of this with me now (well, got SN too), but still contemplating whether to CTB or not.

You're right this has some significant advantages: success rate should be close to 100% and it can also ease some discomfort caused by drowning. Another enhancement which came to my mind was to attach some weight to the body, which should also dramatically increase the effectiveness.
 
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Richkid

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It used to be my method #1 for a long time, until I learned about SN, but still seriously considering it. In my case, sleeping pills (Zolpidem) + benzos + codein + alcohol + possibly also metoprolol). Got all of this with me now (well, got SN too), but still contemplating whether to CTB or not.

You're right this has some significant advantages: success rate should be close to 100% and it can also ease some discomfort caused by drowning. Another enhancement which came to my mind was to attach some weight to the body, which should also dramatically increase the effectiveness.
There's thing witch is, swimming through the waves until you reach the relatively deep sea while your brain are counting down soaked in benzos, can't reach it carrying weigth, there's a chance I shut down in the shallow side and them dragged by the waves to the sand again
 
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Leaving-Soon

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There's thing witch is, swimming through the waves until you reach the relatively deep sea while your brain are counting down soaked in benzos, can't reach it carrying weigth, there's a chance I shut down in the shallow side and them dragged by the waves to the sand again
Didn't describe it fully - with attached weight, I'd either swim on an airbed or jump from a bridge. But your idea is good as well, swimming into deep sea. It's just that I live in a landlocked country, so no sea and almost no waves. Therefore my options are lake or dam.
 
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As long as your unconscious before you start drowning I think it'd be peaceful
 
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WornOutLife

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My first attempt was something like this but instead of water, I put a bag on my head and was waiting to fall asleep and die.

Unfortunately, my unconscious self got rid of the bag somehow and here I am lol.

I think it might work but drowning scares the sh*t outta me.
 
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My first attempt was something like this but instead of water, I put a bag on my head and was waiting to fall asleep and die.

Unfortunately, my unconscious self got rid of the bag somehow and here I am lol.

I think it might work but drowning scares the sh*t outta me.
Me too drowning is a fear of mine
 
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Jack'sPain

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Jun 15, 2021
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Me too thinking the same.. Any updates..?
 
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