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- Feb 24, 2023
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Hello friends. I hope your morning/evening is most comfortable.
When I was in 3rd grade, my mom talked my dad into enrolling me in a school meant for gifted intellectual children. I passed the visual logic exam in 7 seconds.
This granted me a 100% free scholarship until 8th grade. Because of my families financial status, I could not change my schools. And no one knew of my ADHD then.
This school, behind the mask of a school for gifted children was an insanely conservative islamic cult, where we were being taught anti-nationalistic propaganda and values of the Ottoman Empire.
The school had 3 buildings, and girls were taking education in a different building than boys. Some of the teachers were of course good, but there were some that were teaching propoganda as well. Such as my "history" teacher. Pretty ironic I think.
The school also forced every male student to prayer every friday at noon which was at the third building. If you didn't go you were berated. They got everyone to think that if you didn't go you were inferior to them, so most people, though unwillingly, went to prayer.
When I was in 8th grade I made the mistake of trusting the school counsellor as well. I told her about my depression and suicidal tendencies. She, instead of helping, tried to make CPS take me away because she didn't want to be held accountable. My dad made fun of me for an entire year because of her. I'm sure he still thinks of the time when I "faked everything to skip class".
They also used my ADHD against me by berating me with it, and telling my family lies so they could verbally and physically abuse me at home as well. They figured I was ADHD. They didn't lift a finger about it. They only made examples of laziness and unwilling to be in class to my parents about it.
I should mention that this school is still up and running.
Do you have any similar experiences such as this? There was so many more things I could write, but I have a lot of brain fog so I can't.
Have a good day. Thank you for reading
When I was in 3rd grade, my mom talked my dad into enrolling me in a school meant for gifted intellectual children. I passed the visual logic exam in 7 seconds.
This granted me a 100% free scholarship until 8th grade. Because of my families financial status, I could not change my schools. And no one knew of my ADHD then.
This school, behind the mask of a school for gifted children was an insanely conservative islamic cult, where we were being taught anti-nationalistic propaganda and values of the Ottoman Empire.
The school had 3 buildings, and girls were taking education in a different building than boys. Some of the teachers were of course good, but there were some that were teaching propoganda as well. Such as my "history" teacher. Pretty ironic I think.
The school also forced every male student to prayer every friday at noon which was at the third building. If you didn't go you were berated. They got everyone to think that if you didn't go you were inferior to them, so most people, though unwillingly, went to prayer.
When I was in 8th grade I made the mistake of trusting the school counsellor as well. I told her about my depression and suicidal tendencies. She, instead of helping, tried to make CPS take me away because she didn't want to be held accountable. My dad made fun of me for an entire year because of her. I'm sure he still thinks of the time when I "faked everything to skip class".
They also used my ADHD against me by berating me with it, and telling my family lies so they could verbally and physically abuse me at home as well. They figured I was ADHD. They didn't lift a finger about it. They only made examples of laziness and unwilling to be in class to my parents about it.
I should mention that this school is still up and running.
Do you have any similar experiences such as this? There was so many more things I could write, but I have a lot of brain fog so I can't.
Have a good day. Thank you for reading
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