Venting Well xmas all most here poo :(

[Mort]

Well xmas is just around the corner yay :( i hate it xmas is so depressing for my any way . Having to be happy forst so smile and thank them for the lovely presents socks and more socks . And having to put up with my sister husband he an asshole has to shout over every one . And he all ways rite about every thing to but he thick as shit and twice as nasty . He just a control freak he even in the parts made my mother cry over sum she did not do but he was convinced she had . He did that ones to often i ended up smacking him one. He stop for awhile but soon to back to his old ways not got time for him . You i would gladly go to prison for the rest of my life for killing him i hate that much . Any way sorry about that all the magic gone out of Christmas now i mean the adds bin on telly even be for bonfire night. You had bonfire night sufe in the shops getting mixed up with the Christmas stuff. Seems every year they get earley and earley soon it will be permanent all year round LOL . Think this year going to spend Christmas day on my own lots of food and beer be the best Christmas for me any way ;) :) . I think personally being on your own is the best thing ever no one telling you stop being miserable. And stop thinking about yourself and think what its like for other folks out they less fortunate than you. And dont make any one miserable with all you mopping around no wants to here your about your troubles. Well sod them all best being by my self put the telly on eat and drink until i fall asleep in front of the telly. Merry sodding Christmas to every one :P

 

[painoflife]

There are a couple of independent shops I know of in Scotland which are just dedicated Christmas shops open all year round with decorations etc, they are a bit of a novelty though.

 

[Mort]

There are a couple of independent shops I know of in Scotland which are just dedicated Christmas shops open all year round with decorations etc, they are a bit of a novelty though.

Dam sould like hell just think working in they . If it was me working in they i bet i be burnt it to the ground by the end of the day LOL :D

 

[noaccount]

I drove off and car-camped alone in the deep woods for 3 days one xmas, it was good. Wishing you peace, sorry your sister's in a relationship with such an asshole. :/

 

[Mort]

I drove off and car-camped alone in the deep woods for 3 days one xmas, it was good. Wishing you peace, sorry your sister's in a relationship with such an asshole. :/

Thanks nice one with the camping they sum woods nere me mind you with my luck get berred under 6ft of snow LOL :)

 

[MeltingHeart]

Well xmas is just around the corner yay :( i hate it xmas is so depressing for my any way . Having to be happy forst so smile and thank them for the lovely presents socks and more socks . And having to put up with my sister husband he an asshole has to shout over every one . And he all ways rite about every thing to but he thick as shit and twice as nasty . He just a control freak he even in the parts made my mother cry over sum she did not do but he was convinced she had . He did that ones to often i ended up smacking him one. He stop for awhile but soon to back to his old ways not got time for him . You i would gladly go to prison for the rest of my life for killing him i hate that much . Any way sorry about that all the magic gone out of Christmas now i mean the adds bin on telly even be for bonfire night. You had bonfire night sufe in the shops getting mixed up with the Christmas stuff. Seems every year they get earley and earley soon it will be permanent all year round LOL . Think this year going to spend Christmas day on my own lots of food and beer be the best Christmas for me any way ;) :) . I think personally being on your own is the best thing ever no one telling you stop being miserable. And stop thinking about yourself and think what its like for other folks out they less fortunate than you. And dont make any one miserable with all you mopping around no wants to here your about your troubles. Well sod them all best being by my self put the telly on eat and drink until i fall asleep in front of the telly. Merry sodding Christmas to every one :P

Yuk
Absolutely hate Xmas. Always have! But even more so as it represents exactly a year since I had a huge breakdown which resulted in me coming to the conclusion that actually my life has got no value, I will never be able to realise my hope and dreams now & I want to ctb. Dec 18th last year- the first time I texted someone and said "I feel like killing myself" I wasn't doing it for attention - the thought just popped into my head for basically the first time ever and I just shared that thought, I didn't even think about it...I have felt the same way ever since then. It hasn't changed. I've tried alot since then...but no luck yet. I really didn't want to see another Xmas tbh. :(

 

[Mort]

Yuk
Absolutely hate Xmas. Always have! But even more so as it represents exactly a year since I had a huge breakdown which resulted in me coming to the conclusion that actually my life has got no value, I will never be able to realise my hope and dreams now & I want to ctb. Dec 18th last year- the first time I texted someone and said "I feel like killing myself" I wasn't doing it for attention - the thought just popped into my head for basically the first time ever and just shared tht thought, I didn't even think about it...I have felt the same way ever since then. It hasn't changed. I've tried since then...but no luck yet. I really didn't want to see another Xmas tbh. :(

Hello all the best i sort of bin feeling like my self but with me its bin most of my adult life. Why you i am not gone its this dam self presentation gets in the way all the . Its all most like a person taking the piss out of me like its saying to me no your not going to died . Going to make you live this shitty life untill you died of natural causes o and going to make shore you live pass 100 years old . Knowing my luck going to end up living until i am 200 plus LOL :( :) dam i hate it wish it go away . Well here wishing you success and hope you find your piece. :D

 

[Shakespear's Brother]

I drove off and car-camped alone in the deep woods for 3 days one xmas, it was good.

That sounds like a really nice way to spend that time.

 

[a_strange_day]

I used to hate Christmas but now I like it. I'm alone, no family left so no problem, and since I don't have any friend left either nobody's gonna invite me. In my city the streets are almost empty at Christmas and most shops are closed, as if everyone left for sunny places and it's paradize. The city is mine, for once I can totally enjoy it with almost no humans around. I do things I wouldn't do and go to places I wouldn't go otherwise. Christmas is Paradise for me now, a few days out of time alone in the city.

 

[Deleted member 1465]

I used to love Christmas with family. I'd drive on Christmas morning when the roads were empty.
Now my family will celebrate without me. I won't even get a text.
No that's not something I'm looking forward to.

 

[FFTMGD]

Only holiday I have every cared for is Halloween. But I do hope every year for christmas I can ctb as my present to myself, or have someone murder me.

 

[lotus11]

Fucking can't stand Christmas. Everyone eating too much, drinking too much and being forced to spend time with family members who annoy the hell out of you. Thankfully this year I was incredibly clever and thought in advance and booked flights months ago while to they were still cheap out of here to a Muslim country for a few weeks where Christmas doesn't even exist!!! woohoooo