Well that (didn't) happened

[Moonbounce]

Plan for my ctb fell through entirely because of SI. Still don't know if I'll plan B and just do it at home, tonight.

ugh
Now I understand the feeling of not wanting to live but being unable to call it.

 

[airboy_a380]

If you're not ready don't do it. Simple.

 

[Fedrea]

Plan for my ctb fell through entirely because of SI. Still don't know if I'll plan B and just do it at home, tonight.

ugh
Now I understand the feeling of not wanting to live but being unable to call it.

If you're not ready you're not ready. It's okay.

 

[rt1989526]

It's all good. I assume it's going to take me several times to man up and down the SN drink sitting in front of me.

 

[LostandTired]

Don't stress about it too much. It's okay.

It's been 5+ years since my first attempt ended from SI (which was impulsive attempt at the time) and then now 3 months of solid planning and finalizing things.