9BBN

9BBN

Heaven, send Hell away
Mar 29, 2021
377
This community kept me sane when I was all by myself. Nowadays I'm back on my feet. But after long deliberation, I'm choosing to ctb.

Seeing the insanity of the world, plus feeling the pain of it every day, is too much for me. I know I have plenty of alternatives. I've explored many of them. In one sense I'm "giving up," but in another sense I'm ending my misery and leaving the world with my best advice. I do think we all have a right to die with dignity. I know that what's best is to keep fighting for the causes I care about, but that's a job for someone who doesn't live in constant pain. Hopefully I've created enough of those people already.

I'm not afraid of death, and I don't need wishful thinking to cope with it. I'm ready for my permanent slumber. Thankfully I live in a rural area where I can ctb peacefully without a chance of being "saved." I don't have a strict timeline, so I'll just go when I go. But it will probably be this week or next. I want to make the timing easier on the people I know. Just need to finish writing my last words.

Anyway, from what I've read, you're all the nicest people I could've met in my life. Wishing you the best.
 
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saltshaker

saltshaker

salt shaker, rule breaker
Jan 29, 2021
402
What method will you be using?
 
Tonight634

Tonight634

Member
Aug 24, 2020
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I hope you will find peace that you've been looking for :)
 
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LooksAtMoonDog

LooksAtMoonDog

Too Long in the Wasteland
Nov 10, 2020
719
May you find release and peace.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
Peace on your journey ✨ ✨
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
37,036
Life is certainly cruel and we go through so much suffering that we do not deserve. I agree about the fact that we need a right to die. If this is what you want then I wish you the best.
 
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Last Caress

Last Caress

You need to relax..
Dec 25, 2019
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I wish you take the best decision for yourself, and I wish you find the peace you deserve.
 
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M Berry M

M Berry M

Slutty and suicidal
May 9, 2021
17
i hope everything is ok my friend
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
Sorry to hear you're leaving this world.
It's been a pleasure!

Wish you lots of love and eternal peace!!

Hugs,

Matt
 
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