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Roadkill

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Roadkill

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Dec 25, 2018
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I am down to 2 possible methods...a shotgun to the head, or decapitation using a car and a hanging rope.. But I'm afraid of messing those up too, and ending up in worse shape than I am in now... I'm basically afraid of everything, which is the source of all of my problems... I really want to die so bad, but I'm afraid I'll never be able to get the job done right.
 
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Its911

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Feb 28, 2019
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Just saw this diagram from 3 people who were hanged...

http://www.capitalpunishmentuk.org/Heart beat.jpg

Their hearts continued to beat for many minutes(over 12) after they were hanged, apparently this is normal..Why does suicide have to be so hard?.. and these were long drop hangings, I thought death was supposed to be quick with this method.. looks like a shotgun is my only remaining hope.



the above link came from this link: http://www.capitalpunishmentuk.org/hanging2.html#causes
Yea nooo, that was my original method Full suspension for Saturday so friday night after i had my set-up i tested it out on Partial suspension and it was horrifying, it was choking me more than fainting me so i changed to the Night Night, SN or CO much more peaceful and less of a traumatic scene for the one who finds you... Hanging is just meant to be a desperate solution i think... Too much room for error and its very unpleasant i want my final moments to be of peace not despair.
 
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goxua

goxua

Student
Jan 28, 2019
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How about getting shitfaced then drowning?
 
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Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
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Well... I would say don't mistake heart rhythm for pain necessarily. Or suffering. Your liver has some of the longest lasting cells after death- hours in fact. And remember, you are completely unconscious and (hopefully) obliviously to any pain or discomfort during surgery.....
 
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Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
- not to say that this didn't give me some pause on the carelessness with which I have played with this method
 
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goxua

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Jan 28, 2019
180
Sorry to be so blunt but I skimmed through your history and I don't think I saw it considered as an option. So just thought to put it out there.
 
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Roadkill

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Dec 25, 2018
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I'm getting real scared that I won't ever be able to CTB.. I've been researching failed shotgun suicides, and there are plenty of failures using this method also.. this is depressing me even more than I already am....I really want to die ASAP
 
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Roadkill

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Dec 25, 2018
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Sorry to be so blunt but I skimmed through your history and I don't think I saw it considered as an option. So just thought to put it out there.
I've been considering it for awhile... but probably not anymore...I'm running out of possible methods, it's really scaring me, knowing I might not be able to kill myself... I'm even afraid of the decapitation by car and hanging rope, I'd probably mess that up too..
 
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goxua

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Jan 28, 2019
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Do you think drowning would sober you up?

I think a significant amount of accidental deaths seem to occur with alcohol and being close to water. But maybe a pharma cocktail might be better.
 
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Jacquelyn

hellworld_kickflip888
Feb 23, 2019
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I am down to 2 possible methods...a shotgun to the head, or decapitation using a car and a hanging rope.. But I'm afraid of messing those up too, and ending up in worse shape than I am in now... I'm basically afraid of everything, which is the source of all of my problems... I really want to die so bad, but I'm afraid I'll never be able to get the job done right.
If you use the shotgun with a noose around your neck... Pretty much a 100%...
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
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even though most suicide methods are quite "human" compared to natural deaths the perfect method doesnt exit

dying will always be scary but unfortunately it will happen to all of us. it cant be avoided no matter how painful and frightening it is
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

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Welcumtotherealworld

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Feb 12, 2019
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Consciousness is lost within a few seconds, brain death within 10 minutes, body death within 20. Heartbeat is not the same as pain.
 
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Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
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Consciousness is lost within a few seconds, brain death within 10 minutes, body death within 20. Heartbeat is not the same as pain.
We often hear about failed hanging were pain lasts dozens of minutes... where is the truth?
 
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Welcumtotherealworld

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Feb 12, 2019
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We often hear about failed hanging were pain lasts dozens of minutes... where is the truth?
I'm afraid of giving you information as I believe you will kill yourself the second I do so. If your death gets traced back to me I'll be in big trouble.
 
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Meretlein

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I'm afraid of giving you information as I believe you will kill yourself the second I do so. If your death gets traced back to me I'll be in big trouble.

Why are you even on this site then? No one here has gotten in trouble for giving someone info. If you are afraid of that type of thing, you should probably go to another site.
 
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RememberWhatUCameFor

dont cry for me im already dead
Nov 20, 2018
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Why are you even on this site then? No one here has gotten in trouble for giving someone info. If you are afraid of that type of thing, you should probably go to another site.


i think it was a joke
 
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Welcumtotherealworld

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Feb 12, 2019
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Why are you even on this site then? No one here has gotten in trouble for giving someone info. If you are afraid of that type of thing, you should probably go to another site.
I've gotten the police called on me for similar things before. I live in a fucking surveillance state so I don't want to get into even more hell than I'm in now. I'm here to gather info for my own exit, it's selfish, but all humans are and you would be in my shoes as well. I have an extreme chronic pain and I don't want to risk getting imprisoned with this condition. There are plenty of other users here that are willing to give you the info that you need and that know more than me.
 
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i think it was a joke

I thought that too. I'm not sure though because I was at first afraid to comment on farewell posts because I did not want to risk the cops seeing my comment.
 
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Welcumtotherealworld

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Feb 12, 2019
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I'm just so afraid.
 
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Meretlein

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Feb 15, 2019
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I've gotten the police called on me for similar things before. I live in a fucking surveillance state so I don't want to get into even more hell than I'm in now. I'm here to gather info for my own exit, it's selfish, but all humans are and you would be in my shoes as well. I have an extreme chronic pain and I don't want to risk getting imprisoned with this condition. There are plenty of other users here that are willing to give you the info that you need and that know more than me.

Sorry. It sucks that your government is obsessed with breathing down peoples' necks.
 
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Welcumtotherealworld

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Sorry. It sucks that your government is obsessed with breathing down peoples' necks.
It's ok, I should have mentioned the police stuff earlier.
 
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Minudah

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Dec 3, 2018
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I'm getting real scared that I won't ever be able to CTB.. I've been researching failed shotgun suicides, and there are plenty of failures using this method also..
This is why I don't even consider a gun an option. You get one shot, a lot of people fail. Even shotguns can end up just blowing your face off, have you end up as a vegetable, and/or leave you paralyzed. Then there's no way to ctb, horrible shape yet you're crippled and can't do anything. I wish physician-assisted suicide were legal
 
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Welcumtotherealworld

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Feb 12, 2019
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This is why I don't even consider a gun an option. You get one shot, a lot of people fail. Even shotguns can end up just blowing your face off, have you end up as a vegetable, and/or leave you paralyzed. Then there's no way to ctb, horrible shape yet you're crippled and can't do anything. I wish physician-assisted suicide were legal
I believe in some countries you can ask to be taken off life support in such situations.
 
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Meretlein

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Feb 15, 2019
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This is why I don't even consider a gun an option. You get one shot, a lot of people fail. Even shotguns can end up just blowing your face off, have you end up as a vegetable, and/or leave you paralyzed. Then there's no way to ctb, horrible shape yet you're crippled and can't do anything. I wish physician-assisted suicide were legal

Most of the people shooting themselves aren't doing it right. Putting a low caliber gun under your chin, in your mouth, or to your temple is just asking for trouble.
 
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